Life with a PURPOSE

Read the other posts i posted ever since i started this blog.
Everything seems to change.
Humans are like only cherish things that they don't have.
I become so negative today.
Everything so negative.
My heart so empty.
How i wish i am a bird, that i can fly and don't need to worry for tomarrow.
How i wish i am a fish, that i can swin in the blue ocean.
How i wish i have no brain, that i don't need to think.
All this show how weak my mind is.
If only life is like 2.4km.
I can just run with the determination i have when i run during 2.4km.
Where will i end?
Why am i on this earth?
Why am i sinning when i know is wrong and continue?
NEGATIVE NEGATIVE
Once read that life is meaningless for those who are pessimastic.
Will i be the only one that couldn't go to a polytechnic when my whole class can?
Will there be a day that, i will be totally alone?
Will there be a day that i will regret forever?
Will there be a day that i will be brain dead?
WEAKNESS SURFACING, WEAK WEAK WEAK!
encouragements are just words, do they really works?
why i can't find the meaning of life?
why why why?
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