Life with a PURPOSE

Today is combine for the whole church. My day started quite bad cause something happened the day before. I was moody throughout the day. Even during service, i couldn't really worship. During service, there was 2 times where we were ask to greet and say those good stuff to each other. I don't know why, i tried to avoid someone. Cause... Hmmm, i know there's no turning back but hope it will just come out fine. Tomorrow i'm going to look for a job. Cause nothing to do at home. I rather waste time and get some money then waste time and no money come in.

Most importantly: i want to thank God for guiding through my job at my friend's father company. Even though the job is tiring, but God put kind people around. Normally people were scare that they will meet someone that if you offend you will get in deep trouble. But lucky, God provided friendly manger and workers around. They really encourage me, especially one of the jie jie, she taught me alot of things. And people will rather study then work.

I goals of this year:
Growth in my spiritual walk with God(this week was haywire)
Honour my parents
Serve God to my fullest(coz i failed last year)
Having the knowledge to communitcate with others
Contorl temper
Lastly: get mature and more sensitive to others feeling

Can some ymers help me find excuses to tell myself to stay in church to communitcate with you all. I like drifting further and further away. When pastor read those phrases that believers must grow together in church. If not why join church. I was always guilty about this. SO please help me^^

Earthly things had being seperating me from God. Earthly things like had took over my life and stopping to get closer to God. So casting all my ke wang on earthly things and follow God alone.
I know is hard but some will do and with God, i know i can do it.
Tell what i really want and what i can do for that someone.

Labels: still affected...