Life with a PURPOSE

One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it.

"Lord, You said that once I decided to follow You, You'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed You most You would leave me."

The Lord replied,"My son, My precious child, I love you and would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you"

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RAH~ I came back from bible camp yesterday. Actually is yesterday want to blog. Ended up sleeping and woke up at 2AM! nothing to do. So now i going to tell you people what happened during the camp.
~Background details~
I was in the camp com this round. I think this was the 2nd camp since I enter TPCMC. I was in charge of logi for the camp. This camp is called "The Early Times@39cent" back2basicV. During this camp, camper will get to know more about the OT and "make" them hunger for God's words. Few days before the camp, i was like going down to church everyday. My ez-link finish, RAH~ Never mind, cause i am working for God! God really was us during the camp.

1st day(Pre-camp for camp com)
It was father's day on that day, so almost all the camp com went to have their father's day dinner. Lunch i had ban mian and unfortunately, the ban mian was very plain and my highness start from that lunch. And zhi xiang told me that the words i speak that day was more then the words i spoken during my 2 years in the church. So you can imagine how high I am. Hehe....
And like left me and zhi xiang. So i went to zhi xiang house to spent my time. I went to his house and playing maple. Haha, and he leveled up once and i also gave him my steely (9.5m lehz, heart pain) But actually okey la, cause i quitting maple and need to wait until o level finish then can start again. YMers, help me control me. When i play maple AWAS me kk? Okey, after playing maple, Zhi xiang and i was off to the church. On the way i bought my dinner (Nasi Lemak) the very spicy one. Then we reached church and had fun finishing my nasi lemak. After the spicy nasi lemak, we had our prayer meeting. I think we prayed more then 1 hour but i think it was still enough, cause there were so many thing that camp com need help from God. Nono, is EVERYTHING we need help from God. Without Him, nothing can me done. After praying, we went to MCdonald and watch World Cup, BRAZIL VS AUSTRILLA. This was the 1st time i even watch the whole soccer match. It was fun watching soccer match with one another. Is like everyone is with the same heartbeat watching 20 big man running after the ball. And just as i hope, BRZAIL won! Haha, 2-0. Okey back to clubhouse, we had our bath and went to sleep.

1st day(camp start)
We woke up at 6 to prepare for the camp. Actually, i forgot what happened. Okey let skip to the part where Lawrence start to dress me up for the Dressing game. After dressing out, we found out that i was dressed up too early cause we start the camp late. So i missed the intro cause cannot let the campers see me. I think they have fun, and the game started. I went down and enter the fu tang and RAH infront of the whole campers. Haha, hope you all were been highed by me. And everyone started dressing up. After dressing up, campers had their dance led by wei feng. Haha, i think they had fun. Cause we started late, the 3rd ice breaker was pushed backward. So we had our sermon and worship. After sermon, we had the ice breaker. We ate the food eaten by the Israelite and we had chicken wing from lao zhen ji.
~ The start of the Level 3 game!
~ The survival warfare
~ We were blindfold
~ Need to run to the centre to collect ammo for the 2nd part of game.
~ I was in the group with, Deb, Jerald, Ken Ken mei, Hui Yu, darryl and Yan ling( The founder of habakkuk which is the new nick for me, cause she cannot remember my name, RAH~ )
~ We called bomb and 5 balloons.
~ Part 2 game start.
~ Our oppenant was Hezekiel
~ At 1st we thought we lost, cause David came and in one shot, he knocked down our town.
~ Huimin came telling us is only trial run.
~ That time i was so relief cause i was the blocker and it was my fault for the tower from dropping.
~ The real game started.
~ We started bombing.
~ Yahoo, we won. David was blocking the tower and after 2 shot i knock down.
~ Ran back to own side and announce the victory.
~ The loser team had theif forfit.
~ They used their armpit to push out the watermelon juice. Haha, and Hezekiel did it...
~ Free for all, we start running around.
~ Actually we planned to kill the boss monster which will spawn for factilitate the game.
~ Ended up attack one another.
~ We ran and Job tower down!
~ I think it was the girl cause i was busy playing with the guy.
~ We ran back with joy.
~ The game continue and we started using watermelon bomb.
~ Bombed Jerald cause it was his birthday.
~ Cold bombs was also used.
~ Hehe, all had fun.
~ SHOWER
~ DINNER
~ DEVOTION AND DEBREIF
~ SLEEP!

Haha, i will post the 2nd day tomarrow. Quite late liao and need to settle some stuff. Haha, today i official quit maple and continue after o level. God bless me with strength and wisdom to handle my studies and ablilty to control the use of computer.

Haha, i change from 2nd job to 3rd job yesterday. As i have been saying that i will "quit" maple after i have be level 70, it indirectly did it. Yesterday, my father came home early and found out that i was playing. Happy is that he didn't scold and gald that i was not upset. God have help me and send someone to control me. As i was not able to control myself. Even today is so sianz but i still think that i worth it for God has work within me! I was not alone, He is always with me. Haha, now the problem is, how am i going to tell my guildmembers i will not be online. Nvm, my friend will do it. Finally rain pass sky clear, but i was still interested to know about the thing that strike me. Haha, after camp you gotten tell me and may all be true. By the way, camp is coming and i going to have pre-camp on Sunday. God give me a prepared heart so that i may serve you whole heartedly and do my best for you Lord! Kkz, my mother ask me to stop, so i must. BYEBYE SIGNING OFF WITH LOVE...

Oh my oh my, why i am feeling this right now. The feeling so undescribable, don't know what is going on in my brain. RAH~ Lord guide me back to you, before i serve you. For i want to serve you whole heartedly. As the camp is coming, guide me, use me and empower me. Let me find peace within you Lord. And find true happiness in you Lord. I am very very weak and i felt so useless and hopeless without you. My heart is so empty, dry and wanting Lord you to come and touch me again.

Why is this going on...

Woo today so high! Play until very very fun. YMers rock! We like got play rubgy, basketball while playing captain ball. High right? Haha, bible camp is coming soon. Hope it will go on smoothly...

Haha, long time no post.

For you...
I was searching for you ever since i starting fallen love in you. You let me see you sometime, but it was only 3 times. Your silvery skin, with a cloth hanging around. It bring out your elegant and your beauty. And now, i was still waiting for the chance you see you again. Don't keep me waiting, cause i need you. You bring my life and the force to continue to live on. So dun keep me waiting, cause i so eager to see you again.