Life with a PURPOSE

Today is 34th anniversary for TPCMC!
34 years God had brought this church through rain and storm!

1st we had the morning prayer meeting. Today is special.
Everyone get to lead the prayer for the ministry that got.
I tio children's ministry. If i got the pic I will post. =)
OKay, i was nervous-.-''
1 by 1 people prayed. And i tell myself, i must pray too. =D
Okay set a target of being the 7th one.
6th passed. Now is 7th. I suddenly that moment lost the ability to speak.
Is like no strength and forgot how to speak that kind of feelings.
At last, "dear heavenly Lord father" came out. Woooo.

Service. Was later even though it we are early.
The children choir reminded me about me in the children choir when i in Hakaka Methodist.
Okay la, i was there to add number cause i not good in singing.
But God happy can le =D.

By faith it was offered. Hope is sincere =)

Later going to tidy up the fellowship room and after that go look out for guitar.
SO YA, will be back to post more. x3

Heh heh, long time never blog le.
Some highlight for these few days.
Friday, 50 dollars day.
That day, almost all the customers used 50 dollars to pay.
Most funny is, one person used 50 dollars to pay just 1 dollar. CRAP!
Maybe is pay day, that why all have 50 dollars ba.

True love story in maplestory.
Got one guy by the name freak and a girl by the name gurl.
Freak like gurl and gurl like freak.
Gurl wanted to be freak maple gf but freak say they are only friends.
But i know it isn't true. I think freak already fall in love with gurl le.
So i went to ask him and is true.
He told me he don't want to be gurl maple gf because he scare he will hurt her.
And he scare he don't know how to take care of her.
I was like o.o! GUILTY!!! -.-''
Hope they can get together =D

There's a nice song called 'I need a miracle' by plus one.
Can't find the full song so ya.
I thought the miracle in this song is from someone you like.
But no, the miracle that was ask for was human asking miracle from God.
So it got someone christian content in it.

It's better off this way...
I will be the bad guy, hate me!

I lost a friend.
But i am glad that that friend has lost me.
Haha, no more me.
No more troubles.
No more worries.
NO more sorrows.
No more being lost
No more crap.
I know you will do better.
Jia you my lost friend =D

I should thank you instead of being sad.
Haha, you gave me the answer i needed.
HEHE. God will show me the way soon...
hehe, haha, hehe, haha...

"Last Flight Out"

I'm so scared that you will see
All the weakness inside of me
I'm so scared of letting go
That the pain

I've hid will show
I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start to
I'll never stop
[c h o r u s]

I want you to know
You belong in my life
I love the hope
I see in your eyes
For you I would fly
At least I would try
For you I'll takeThe last flight out

I'm afraid that
You will leave
As my secrets
Have been revealed
In my dreams
You'll always stay
Every breathing moment from now
I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start to
I'll never stop
[c h o r u s]

I cannot hold back
The truth no more
I let you wait too long
Although it's hard and scares me so
A life without you scares me more
[c h o r u s]

Everyone have a dream
Maybe dreaming a fairytale, a big big dream.
When the dream is over...
God will take place.
Haha!
?!?!?!?

Chaoyi is not generous. (selfish)
Chaoyi is not considerate. (inconsiderate)
Chaoyi is not clever. (naive)
Chaoyi is not intelligent. (stupid)
Chaoyi is not wonderful. (terrible)
All those not good character, chao yi have. -.-''

coz you are special
YRROS

I hu rue that ***'s in pain.
Hai, even i said i **** her so much also no use.
When *** felt pain, i thought she's tired.
Hai, must learn!!!

The reason...

Yesterday went to east coast park.
I took 966 to east coast park directly cause i need to buy bee hoon.
Then when i was waiting for the bus at causeway point, i saw allosiea (don't know how to spell)
His my secondary school friend.
It makes me remember the times we had in Christ Church.
Both of us with someon of my classmates plays catching.
We played from sec 1 to sec 3 everytime during recess.
We were called childish but we heck care and play.
Even got girls joined us. Lol...
Haha, missed those catching days.

Back to yesterday, then meet up with them and gone to east coast park.
We booked bicycle and cycle lor.
We also had sasuages and fishballs for lunch, cooked by hui lin's mother! thanks auntie!
Most happening, both of the legs cramp until the muscles like out of place.
Is like so pain la. I finally under how painful she felt when she got cramps.

Went to clementi to eat, we ate Pizza hut. Sen sei left.
Haha, and i found out that cheeze isn't that scary as i thought.
Chi Chited...
Then all went home.

She's there =D

Tips, do you know you can press 'enter' in sms?
Sometimes, some words might be at the btm of the sms, so you might miss it out.
SO you just have to press down to find those words.

I'm from Crappy University.
PHD in crappiology.
Top student in class even though i am the one and only student =x

The music that you like most is the music that sings out or express what you feeling.
Or the music gives you answers of your questions.

Prof. yi logic. There are alot levels in love.
1st level, puppy love (crash ba)
8th level, distanced love, just seeing that person happy you will be happy.
9th level, understanding love, you understand that person inside out.
10th level, willing to die for your love. I think this is the highest level. Even it sounded easy but if you really can died for your love, YOU Real the highest love.
BUT! Got one love. No one can obtain, level 200!!! God's unconditional love.

I thought drawing is easy, and it isn't true. A true drawing is when the drawing can talk to the viewer. Every stroke from the pencil, the strength excerted, the smoothiness of the stroke, if the viewer can get something from every stroke, that's the master piece.
I want to get my master piece, and draw my heart out...
That's my target now...

Okay these few days quite slack at work, cause little people walk in =D
God is in work! HAHA.
Today finally, went to holland Village to eat XO fish meat bee hun.
The XO scent is heavy.
At first cannot take han the smell but still manage to eat. One bowl 7 dollars boss treat! wahahaha.
The fried white kuay tiao also good. Bean sprout, kuay tiao and fish.
Btw, the fish in the XO bee hun is big la.
I think she will like it de. =D
Okay, i was quite 'drunk' by then.

Then went back to van, i think the female boss drunken le.
She played the song the boss sing to her.
So touchy la. The boss told me he used that sound to woo female boss.HAHA

I think the lyrics is roughly like this.
I am lonely, i am alone, i want someone to accompany to see the everyday sun rises and sun set.
I want someone to share me joy and sorrows.
Something like that.
Then i started to think about ....
CRAP =X

Home sweet home, i am very sleepy le.

The Pastor and his son

A good reminder of God's Love.

Every Sunday afternoon, after the morning service at the church, the Pastor and his eleven year old son would go out into their town and hand out Gospel Tracts.
This particular Sundayafternoon, as it came time for the Pastor and his son to go to the streets with their tracts, it was very cold outside, as well as pouring down rain. Theboy bundled up in his warmest and driest clothes and said, "OK, dad, I'm ready."
His Pastor dad asked, "Ready for what?"

"Dad, it's time we gather our tracts together and go out." Dad responds, "Son, it's very cold outside and it's pouring down rain." The boy gives his dad a surprised look, asking, "But Dad, aren't people still goingto Hell, even though it's raining?"Dad answers, "Son, I am not going out in this weather." Despondently, the boy asks, "Dad, can I go? Please?" His father hesitated for a moment then said, "Son, you can go. Here are the tracts, be careful son.""ThanksDad!"And with that, he was off and out into the rain. his eleven year old boy walked the streets of the town going door to door and handing everybody he met in the street a Gospel Tract.

After two hours of walking in the rain, he was soaking, bone-chilled wetand down to his VERY LAST TRACT. He stopped on a corner and looked for someone to hand a tract to, but the streets were totally deserted. Then he turned toward the first home he saw and started up the sidewalk to the front door and rang the door bell. He rang the bell, but nobody answered. He rang it again and again, but still no one answered. He waited but still no answer. Finally, this eleven year old trooper turned to leave, but something stopped him. Again, he turned to the door and rang the bell and knocked loudly on the door with his fist. He waited, something holding him there on the front porch! He rang again and this time the door slowly opened. Standing in the doorway was a very sad-looking elderly lady. She softly asked, "What can I do for you, son?" With radiant eyes and a smile that lit up her world, this little boy said, "Ma'am, I'm sorry if I disturbed you, but I just want to tell you that *JESUS REALLY DOES LOVE YOU* and I came to give you my very last Gospel Tract which will tell you all about JESUS and His great LOVE."

With that, he handed her his last tract and turned to leave. She called to him as he departed. "Thank you, son! And God Bless You!"Well, the following Sunday morning in church Pastor Dad was in the pulpit. As the service began, he asked, "Does anybody have any testimony or want to say anything?" Slowly, in the back row of the church, an elderly lady stood to her feet. As she began to speak, a look of glorious radiance came from her face, "No one in this church knows me. I've never been here before. You see, before last Sunday I was not a Christian. My husband passed on some time ago, leaving me totally alone in this world. Last Sunday, being a particularly cold and rainy day, it was even more so in my heart that I came to the end of the line where I no longer had any hope or will to live. So I took a rope and a chair and ascended the stairway into the attic of my home. I fastened the rope securely to a rafter in the roof, then stood on the chair and fastened the other end of the rope around my neck. Standing on that chair, so lonely and brokenhearted I was about to leap off, when suddenly the loud ringing of my doorbell downstairs startled me. I thought, "I'll wait a minute, and whoever it is will go away." I waited and waited, but the ringing doorbell seemed to get louder and more insistent, and then the person ringing also started knocking loudly. I thought to myself again, "Who on earth could this be? Nobody ever rings my bell or comes to see me." I loosened the rope from my neck and started for the front door, all the while the bell rang louder and louder. When I opened the door and looked I could hardly believe my eyes, for there on my front porch was the most radiant and angelic little boy I had ever seen in my life. His SMILE, oh, I could never describe it to you! The words that came from his mouth caused my heart that had long been dead, TO LEAP TO LIFE as he exclaimed with a cherub-like voice, "Ma'am, I just came to tell you that JESUS REALLY DOES LOVE YOU." Then he gave me this Gospel Tract that I now hold in my hand. As the little angel disappeared back out into the cold and rain, I closed my door and read slowly every word of this Gospel Tract. Then I went up tomy attic to get my rope and chair. I wouldn't be needing them any more.

You see---I am now a Happy Child of the KING. Since the address of your church was on the back of this Gospel Tract, I have come here to personally say THANK YOU to God's little angel who came justin the nick of time and by so doing, spared my soul from an eternity in hell." There was not a dry eye in the church. And as shouts of praise and honor to THE KING resounded off the very rafters of the building, Pastor Dad descended from the pulpit to the front pew where the little angel was seated. He took his son in his arms and sobbed uncontrollably. Probably no church has had a more glorious moment, and probably this universe has never seen a Papa that was more filled with love & honor for his son... Except for One.

Our Father also allowed His Son to go out into a cold and dark world. He received His Son back with joy unspeakable, and as all of heaven shouted praises and honor to The King, the Father sat His beloved Son on a throne far above all principality and power and every name that is named. Blessed are your eyes for reading this message.Don't let this message die, read it again and pass it to others. Heaven is for His people!
Remember,God's message CAN make the difference in the life of someone close to you. Please share this wonderful message... "Faith is the affirmation and the act that bids eternal truth be present fact." Coleridge

Just 3 Words Three things in life that, once gone, never come back -
1. Time
2. Words
3. Opportunity

Three things in life that can destroy a person -
1. Anger
2. Pride
3. Unforgiveness
Three things in life that you should never lose-
1. Hope
2. Peace
3. Honesty

Three things in life that are most valuable -
1. Love
2. Family & Friends
3. Kindness

Threethings in life that are never certain -
1. Fortune
2. Success
3. Dreams

Three things that make a person -
1. Commitment
2. Sincerity
3. Hard work

Three things that are truly constant -
Father - Son - Holy Spirit
I ask the Lord to bless you, as I pray for you today; to guide you and protect you, as you go along your way. God's love is always with you, God's promises are true. And when you give God all your cares, you know God will see you through.Pass this along to People you want God to Bless - I just did! ~~~***My God Reigns***~~~

NO one falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE.
No one stays in love bychance, it is by WORK.
And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE

If you love this man please forward this message. He did something for you, now do something for him. Spread his word, and you'll be rewarded. How will you be rewarded?Matthew 10:32 "Whoever acknowledges Me before men, I will acknowledge him before My Father in heaven. But whoever disowns Me before men, I will disown him before My Father in heaven"

Job for the day!!! 800 plus plus plus of them...

That's what in my now... =(

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=O
xO
=X
=0
=D

"falling in love" highly recommended... Lol... Even is drama ya. But dream abit also can. HAHA...

~~ai bu shi gei bei ren ken~~

Omg, don't know leak how many people le. =X
Have you ever felt tremble? I DID! Is like earthquake la. My house is shaking. OKay ba, is a small one. Imagine those who are really experiencing earthquake.


Trust those who you love.
One bouquet of flower is sincerity, one flower also sincerity.

Yesterday night or called today's morning, i had running nose. Erm, it was a marthorn, i think about 5km far. Lol. Besides running nose, i think i also feeling heaty. I know I going to fall sick. Today morning, I was SICK cum Oversleep. So ya, i never go to work. I felt weak even I don't have the running nose le.

During 10 o'clock news, i heard about the raising case of sore eye sydrome. yako rea uoy epoh. Then i went to bath, found out I got red eye, heaty, yesterday's running nose. I think i kana le. I don't think i can go work tml.

Long time never felt sick le. Gr...

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I didn't get to talk to you but I want you to know, I kan kai le. I understand Mian Qiang Shi Mei You Xin Fu de. And I really can understand what does it meant when you said what is meant to be will be and what isn't wouldn't be. Hope everything will be better.

I felt quite awake even i slept at 1am plus cause couldn't sleep. (my laptop siao siao). 1st time i put alarm to wake me up to go church. Even though i will half awaken by the alarm, my mother still 'pat' me to make me fully awake. I set alarm cause my father preached about waking up by oneself to make it more meaningful to go church last sunday.
Prayer meeting, i think of submitting now and then and i was able to concentrate more while praying. I was able to talk more with God then i usually does. =)
Sunday school was a surprise, the whole class fully concentrated reading the bible for 15mins, is like the 1st time i ever done it. Cause our homework is read finish the book of acts. Woot, bible become more and more interesting!
Service. No soundman for today, cause the sound system is under repair??? Ha, a break from serving as soundman. Worship still rocks like ever. Worshipping and praising Him was the best times i had. I felt most close to Him and i know He is with us. From today's sermon, the speaker played 2 songs. The 2nd song, I saw Jesus' love. The word love appears in every line. His love endures forever =). Brother matthew will be off to army on friday, 1st time witnessing them giving a going to be soldier churchmate getting orientation. Ya, he was asked to dressed up like a soldier and his face was painted green. wahahah!

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Friday's solar competition.
Super summary, Funchun secondary got 1st and they are secondary 1 students from my group =)

Friday's stuff
1st time play 'snooker'. My sen sei taught me how to play. She pro la. Wahahaha, flexible fingers. I was beginner luck all the way! Woot!

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Saturday - Maple day!
I chiong my maple acc until lvl 89 le, cause want to wear lvl 88 amour and now chiong to 90 to wear gloves and shoes. I spent some money on 2x exp and 2x mesos cum drop. Woot, heaven gate- the sword with wings. Friday night i got dragon tail. THese stuff only maplers can understand. 2x mesos pebble.

I would like to thank my maple mei for comforting me. Haha, it was a great help. Thanks for helping me interpreting and thanks for cheering me up. She said a lame stuff. [ What is the happiest element in the periodic table? Helium, cause hehehehe] LOL... I was frozen! But thank you =)

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Through maple mei - sandy, i met another guy in maple. He is also sandy's kor. He somehow is facing same problems as me. But his one is worst. He liked cried everyday. While comforting him, i felt like i was comforting myself. It's like, i''m not facing the worst.

I was blessed for every breathe
I was blessed for every steps
I was blessed for every cells in me.
I was blessed with meals
I was blessed, i was bless, what else can i ask for! Thank God!

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I will keep you in my memories until one day, may it be continue or ends. The key to my memories of you is in that bottle of starz you had. Hope fate will find with you... [memorysofu.blogspot.com] i will treat you like a normal friend, i promise.

Okay, today i was very very very very very very late for the volunteering thing. I just didn't hear my alarm, maybe cause i was too tired, that's why i become deaf.

I reached school @ 12.51pm. And there goes the volunteering thingy. At first i felt like a fei ren, can't do much. Then i started walking around, just hoping someone will ask me questions. Haha, and yes! There is. Okay, then got one guy start 'playing' with me. Haha, like this can anot? cause he know i don't know anything, cause he heard when i was talking to the lecturer. Wahaha! Crappy...

Tml one more day, the compeition. Btw, it's about the solar thingy de. That's why.

This time feeling really sick. Really wish i can be down, SICKED! Then can sleep whole day. I am in heavy sleep debts...

I was very tired today...
My legs were very sour today...
My eyes were very tired today...
My brain is very exhausted today...
My heart is growing weary...
I felt more sick...
Why am i toturing myself???
Why am i doing this and that???
So meaningless...

i was totally **** up today... I had a bad day...

Hamsters, can you 2 learn how to talk? i really need to talk to someone... that someone...

I also felt like disappearing from this earth... can i join you?

Assumption:
1.something taken for granted; a supposition: a correct assumption.
2.the act of taking for granted or supposing.
3.the act of taking to or upon oneself.
4.the act of taking possession of something: the assumption of power.
5.arrogance; presumption.
6.the taking over of another's debts or obligations.

Life:
Erm, i think i better not copy it here. there's 23 of them. LOL, life got so much definations.
http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/life

Love: (taken from bible)
1 Corinthians 13: 4-7
Love is patient, love is kind, it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud, it is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it keeps no record of wrongs, love does not delight in evil, but rejoice with the truth, it always protect, it always trust, always hopes, always perserveres.

It have been a long long time, that i haven't being feeling this way again.













LOL, want to know?













Dun tell you!













Kkz la, i felt sick. And i felt helpless. I want to do something for somebody, but i just couldn't. And i just can stand aside and see. Even i manage to do something, i might just become an problem. Hai... These feelings 'C'!!!

Boss bought dinner... DUCK RICE... LOL!

Finally here... i looked like lobster...

This is the bulletin for this sunday New Life worship. Cover print wor. As it's the 3rd year anniversary, so this sunday is special. God had bought New life worship for 3 years. The B2b2, blessed to be a blessing. Haha.
Dinner: Chocolate ice kachang. $2, 2nd time eating. Look at the peanut toppings...

He's Just so cool... Is he emoing??? LOL...



I'm a girl. Lol, how i wish GM will have a gender changer. So I can be a real MAN! Hai, cause that was my 1st account.

When you really cannot do the stuffs you used to do, you missed it and the time you had it become such blessed. Comparing to none, little is more then enough...