Life with a PURPOSE

Artist:
Brian littrell
Song:
Welcome Home (You)
Album:
Welcome Home

when i left home to be who i am
some people said "no way"
but i laid it all down, gave every
thingin my head rang the words that my father said

you're never far
i will be where you are
and when you come to me
i will open my arms

welcome home, youi know you by name
how do you do?
i shine because of you today
so come and sit down
tell me how you are
i know son, it's good just to see your face.

when i look at you holding my heart
i will give to you all that i have
son i know there'll be times
you will feel all alone
i will share with you the words my father said

you're never far
i will be where you are
and when you come to me
you can bet i will open my arms

welcome home, you
i know you by name
how do you do?
i shine because of you today
so come and sit down
tell me how you are
i know son, it's good just to see your face

said i've been waiting for that day
just to feel your warm embrace
your love has shown
i will never be alone
you will welcome me home

i'll forever be
you will say to me
welcome home, you
i know you by name
how do you do?
i shine because of you today
so come and sit down
tell me how you are
i know son, it's good just to see your face

when i left home to be who i am
some people said "no way"

In the end, all is empty...
It's dark...
How dark can darkness get?...
How painful can pain get?...
How many tears will it takes until the tears dry up?...
How many times does it take to make a heart dead?...

EMO? EMO AGAIN? WHO CARES! =X

xmummyx said...
Happy = one day...
Sad = also one day...

Mummy is it that easy?

I think is yesterday i had my 2nd yong tao hu at canteen 3. 1st time ordering it so got the one that i didn't asked for. I asked for DRY and I was given SOUP/WET. When i set down and had my yong tao hu. A sudden flash of thought. I found out I don't even know what I like in my yong tao hu. And i was like, MY 1st yong tao hu is the best ever yong tao hu I even had. It's unexplainable.

SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL.

Got home today, had bubble tea. Thought of something. Why buy ice blended? Cause ice blended can drink longer. Then this phrase flashed passed me " GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE"!

Where are the great minds....

Yesterday my church had a post exam activity. And my exam is like 3 months ago. However i still join, somehow. Okay, i was abit late but still make it in time cause we are always late. The event started like 30 mins later. We had ice breaker called 'Double Whack 'O'' Haha. Quite fun and interesting. Actually this game high demand trust from your teammates. One slight slower reaction can cause you being whack by the person holding on to the newpaper bundle.
After the short ice breaker. We went for the MOVIE! The movie was 'Remember of the titans'. Is about American football and is a true story. The moral of the movie is, we should accept one another even we may look different or different extremes on the inside. Haha, watching movie with the ymers is fun la. Laughter out break here and there. lolx.
I think I'm ready to face my feelings and get back to where i wanted to be.
Can i go back?

Haha, morning lessons were cancel so ending up starting in the afternoon.Fina
One word, "zai'. The lecturer is very zai. At first we thought he was a new student or something. But when he was about to enter the classroom, he ask why don't go in. Then we finally know his our lecturer. He got the designer feel sia. Wear shoes without socks, long tied hair. Finally get to real design stuff. My reason to enter this course. =D. With such zai design lectuer, i think this module will be fun and interesting =D.
The class as crazy as ever. Laughter and laughter. Anyway, i chiong home. I missed the 1st 184 cause is full like the bus going to break open. But never mind, i waited for the 2nd one to come. It's like 20 mins of waiting for one bus. -.-'' Kkz, the 2nd bus came and it was almost full. Then stand until the 963 bus stop. When i move backward to the back carbine, I saw a ghost! No la, i saw B.goh. Zai la zai la. HAha. Is like wa! Kkz, then we drop off at 187 bus stop and we decided to eat dinner. Called jabez and choon hong to meet at Horizon. Missed the pans and pots. Order my favourite.
My dinner wasn't a easy one. With non - stop laughter from me. I can't eat after 10 mins of laughter. I choke on the black pepper then was inside there. Crap la, with them only laugh non-stop. Haha. =DD LAUGH LAUGH.

Time washes everything. And i am using time.
Can we all pretend that nothing had happened? Everyone think about it.

Finally, 2nd semester of my year 1 polytechnic course (HLM) is officially started. Many classes was cancelled but i don't know the reason. 1st lesson is IS life management ba. It started early in the morning @ 8am. 1st lesson, was a love lesson. The lecturer asked, "If your boyfriend/girlfriend ask you do you love me." What will your answer be. Is funny to answer these kind of question. Then most people come out with saying "I love you too" no link... Some people say, I wouldn't tell you but i will show you. Then the funny/cappy lecture said, we should counter ask back by saying, why you do ask me do i love?. Cause we need to understand the motive behide the question. Lolx, actully i don't understand what i talking about, but try to understand ya.
2nd lesson, IS communication. Crap la, i thought is use computer and i brought my laptop along... I am lousy in speaking!!! CRAP! BLA BLA BLA, i learnt from the lesson. Forget about it X3.
TAO BI TAO BI!!!

Thursday!
Finally, job is over. Left 2 days for my holiday SLACKING. WU!
Thursday nothing much.
Besides having moodswing.
Haha, lucky got maple jie de guan xin. HAHA. =X

Friday!
Went cycling in Pasir ris Park.
Is far more smaller compared to East Coast Park but is okay.
We went for adventure.
And the rainy day make our adventure more adventure.
The rain isn't stopping us. Is bonding us.
We Fought through the rain and return the bikes.
"Huan nan gong si" that kind of feeling.
I have a bad bad feeling, that something will break very soon.
Making me worried.
Hope God will show a way ya? YES He will!

Saturday!
Erm, overnight at someone's house.
Friendly parents. Ha. Just like anyhow sing and playing the guitar that kind of feeling.
Just felt so free and relax.
Went sim lim and had a heavy dinner.
The wanton there was good.
And random stuffs like bo pian, hakaka dishs, fried dumplings and dumplings.
Is a table full of them.
And of cause the fruits. I like them =D

Later will be having service.
Combine service due to sunday school service.
Haha, think i will be fun.

Should i stay back?

After the rain is the bow =D RAINBOW =D
A convanent between God and Moses.

Artist: Jesse mccartney
Song: Just So You Know
Album: Right Where You Want Me
i shouldn't love you but i want to
i just can't turn away
i shouldn't see you but i can't move
i can't look away

i shouldn't love you but i want to
i just can't turn away
i shouldn't see you but i can't move
i can't look away
and i don't know how to be fine when i'm not'
cause i don't know how to make a feeling stop

(chorus:)
just so you knowthis feeling's taking control of me
and i can't help iti won't sit around, i can't let him win now
thought you should know
i've tried my best to let go of you
but i don't want toi just gotta say it all
before i go
just so you know
it's getting hard to be around you
there's so much i can't saydo you want me to hide the feelings
and look the other way
and i don't know how to be fine when i'm not'
cause i don't know how to make a feeling stop

(chorus)

this emptiness is killing me
and i'm wondering why i've waited so long
looking back i realize
it was always there just never spoken
i'm waiting here...been waiting here

(chorus)

should i be feeling this way?
Mixed feelings, got cucumber, got prawn paste (even i don't like prawn), got you tiao, got bean sprout, go PEANUT. Ya, i feeling like rojak... -.-''
Cucumber is vegetable close to what i am studying.
Prawn paste like the feelings i don't like.
You tiao, high moments.
Bean Sprout, simple moments.
Peanut =D
ROJAK feelings...
I know i should be feeling happy, but i just keep feelings sad.
Why am i like that... TOOT!

T.T
need to work another 2 days and cannot go genting with my classmates... HAIZ!!!
THIS HOLIDAYS I HAVEN't even slack for a full one week!!!

let go for the sake of friendship...
hold on and you can go drink detol...

I am current handling a job called stapling ticket.
As my work end yesterday 9/10/07 but there still a job that is only 1/3 done.
I decided to help by bring the job home.
Need to complete 2 boxes a day and there's four boxes left now.
I need to staple a total of 20k tickets even some is done by the boss.
Is insane la, i almost fell asleep while stapling.
I brought the stapling machine home. TML CHIONG 2 BOXS =3

CANNOT maPLE =( i want level 100 de -.-''

I have being dreaming for almost 6 months.
Just as we know, we will wake up one day.
Ya, I woke up from my dream.
Even thought i struggled not to wake up from my dream.
But the reality is that i have to wake up.
Though it maybe sweet but i had to continue with life.

Stop dreaming, continue with life...

A blur day for everyone in my workplace...
Many mistakes today...
Wahaha!

Paper really very power, i got 3 cuts that day and one of them is deep =X

I went for mac for lunch. And i found out that, there's a mac nearer to my workplace.
Is like, my lady boss say that should have tell me to help them buy too.
Then she say later walk there to buy. I like, King Albert's Park so far how to walk sia.
Then i finally know that there's a mac nearer to my workplace -.-''

CRAP CRAP CRAP!!!
The 9pm show @ chn 8 is so close to what i experienced before. Not everything is the same.
Maybe i can find my answer from there...

Let the song do the talking...

My 1st wife...

Many days passed...
Many hours passed...
Many minutes passed...
Many seconds passed...
Many moments passed...

Haven't being talking to you...
Hope you are happier...
You have your true friends...
Hope to hear from you that you are okay...

Saw the moon, remembered the full moon night...

Hope you were happy...
You will shine...