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Life with a PURPOSE

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Today

posted by Chao Yi @ 1:56 AM  
Shop at BUGIS JUNCTION cum BUGIS STREET
then
CRAP at CAUSEWAY POINT
that's my day

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

posted by Chao Yi @ 7:29 PM  



Sometimes When We Touch - Olivia

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

What have I done?

posted by Chao Yi @ 11:43 PM  
Okay i done quite alot today.
Early in the morning like 8 plus plus went to church to helpout my father with the church thingy.
As our church is going through rebuilding, the office area is gonna be tear down soon.
Maybe in 1 or 2 days time.
So my father had to help up to set up the internet, phone and electicity source for the office.
Haha, quite cool. I learnt new stuffs =)

Then went to market to eat fried carrot cake.
Okay ba.
Woot.
Actually decided to go Sim lim with david (church friend) to get some IT stuffs.
Cause since i already in town, why not go sim lim.

BUT! in the end, i ended up in AGM for track.
AGM means Aunnal general meeting.
Where, new track commiittee will be introduced and some fun and funny stuffs that are really funny.
Like the Achmed where the "I KILL U" with tamil tone come from.
And some lame stuffs like "how to be gangster", "how to be emo".
Those actors are really crappy.
Ya, the AGM was quite cool overall.
Anyway, track people like to play pranks i must be on my guard! LOL XD

The pink star found on the goodie cup, writing TRACK AND FIELD ANNUAL GENERAL MEETING 2008. WELCOME!


These places will be gone soon =(


Some random pictures. ( CALICUM WOOT)

posted by Chao Yi @ 12:45 AM  
Things for me to learn on.
Solutions that hurt others are not solutions -- keep thinking!

Sometimes problems seem unsolvable. All problems can be solved, with matured mindset.

When you feel like you are about to blow up, count 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 and then decide how you will act.

Think before you speak. If you can't think of anything to say, don't say it.

It going to be 1am soon.
My father reactivate the wireless network cause i promise to help him tml.
My wireless is remove cause i have no self control.
Hai, now is really I can't sleep.
My brain can't stop thinking.
Something is bothering me.
But i don't know what is it.
Hmmm, brain arh brain what are you thinking?

Everyone needs a time for everything.

369

Sunday, February 24, 2008

What can i post about?

posted by Chao Yi @ 8:52 PM  
Erm, these few days while floating around in this world.
I thought of so much things to post on this blog.
But everytime i got home, i just tends to forget about it.

I only can remember about today's clubhouse goodbye ceremony.
Okay, we are really blessed with that clubhouse.
Like what i heard, only when it gonna be taken away then we cherish.
Ai ya, human nature.

And i roughly remember about today's sunday school.
Is it fair for parents to restrict us from something for our own good.
It like whether can we trust that our parents for our own good.

RAH, dunno what to post le.
Forget about it.
POST END.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Answered prayer

posted by Chao Yi @ 11:51 PM  
A voyaging ship was wrecked during a storm at sea and only two of the men on it were able to swim to a small, desert like island. The two survivors, not knowing what else to do, agreed that they had no other recourse but to pray to God. However, to find out whose prayer was more powerful, they agreed to divide the territory between them and stay on opposite sides of the island.
The first thing they prayed for was food. The next morning, the first man saw a fruit-bearing tree on his side of the land, and he was able to eat its fruit. The other man's parcel of land remained barren.
After a week, the first man was lonely and he decided to pray for a wife. The next day, another ship was wrecked, and the only survivor was a woman who swam to his side of the land. On the other side of the island, there was nothing.
Soon the first man prayed for a house, clothes, more food. The next day, like magic, all of these were given to him. However, the second man still had nothing.
Finally, the first man prayed for a ship, so that he and his wife could leave the island. In the morning, he found a ship docked at his side of the island.
The first man boarded the ship with his wife and decided to leave the second man on the island. He considered the other man unworthy to receive God's blessings, since none of his prayers had been answered. As the ship was about to leave, the first man heard a voice from heaven booming, "Why are you leaving your companion on the island?"
"My blessings are mine alone, since I was the one who prayed for them", the first man answered. "His prayers were all unanswered and so he does not deserve anything."
"You are mistaken!" the voice rebuked him. "He had only one prayer, which I answered. If not for that, you would not have received any of my blessings."
"Tell me", the first man asked the voice, "What did he pray for that I should owe him anything?"
"He prayed that all your prayers be answered."
For all we know, our blessings are not the fruits of our prayers alone, but those of another praying for us.

Author unknown

Extracted from YM blog.

posted by Chao Yi @ 1:06 AM  
Obey commandments
Matt 19:18
Do not murder, do not commit audltery, do not steal, do not give false testimony, honor your father and mother, and 'love your neighbors as yourself'.

Matt 19:26
With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Holiday mood boy going to exam

posted by Chao Yi @ 10:10 PM  
I think my "holidays" had started last last week ba.
2 weeks. 14 days. Half a month. 1/24 of a year. 336 hours. 20160 mins. 1209600 seconds.
Okay, enough of crap for the previous sentence.
Yup 2 weeks. 14 days. Half a month. 1/24 of a year. 336 hours. 20160 mins. 1209600 seconds. XD.
I think i wasted 2 weeks. 14 days. Half a month. 1/24 of a year. 336 hours. 20160 mins. 1209600 seconds of them.
Actually should be studying for exam for those 2 weeks. 14 days. Half a month. 1/24 of a year. 336 hours. 20160 mins. 1209600 seconds given.
But i used them for gaming =.=
Never mind, gotta look forward and work "hard" ba =X

1005350SOIL SCIENCET0220 FEB 2008WEDNESDAY02:00 PM - 04:00 PMBlk 73 03-2370

Ya, there's paper tml.
Soil science, ni tu ke xue?
Okay la, I admit I never work hard for my exam.
Ai ya, no point pondering over it, and do my "last min" style ba =X
Need to chiong tonight =.= I am a night cat! MEOW!
Nono, i mean human XD

Anyway, all the best for those who are going to take their exams.
ALL THE BEST XD!

Pray for strength, wisdom, peace in mind, to handle my upcoming 2 papers ONLY.
My sunday school teacher like, ai ya 2 papers only =X
Quite true, but for slacker like me T_T is life taking T_T.

Anyway, need to start studying le.
Take cares =)
Don't worry everything will be fine, have faith in the Lord =)
I try to promise I will be there no matter what happens. That's what a friend is for =)
3 listening ear~

Monday, February 18, 2008

I will draw the line

posted by Chao Yi @ 6:00 PM  
If you need a listening ear, just give me a call or sms.
I will make sure a am a professional consultant and no more then that.
So feel free to call.
If you never call i will be happy for you, means you are okay.

Sunday, February 17, 2008

posted by Chao Yi @ 9:08 AM  
"Erm, are you awake now? I can't fall asleep."
A sms left unsend at 2am 17th feb 2008

At least the laptop is down now, that i can have a temptation of using the computer to decrease.
Even though i will still think about the games i wanted play, but at least it's under control.
God really guide me and lead me as i prayed.
Thank you Lord for your GUIDENCE.

Just started to think here and there, as I have more time of my own not using the laptop.
I don't know what to do le.
Lord take charge.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

posted by Chao Yi @ 7:41 PM  
LAPTOP CRASHED... Don't know when can work again.
I think it crashed at the right time.
I think i should start studying le.

posted by Chao Yi @ 12:29 AM  




14 Feb 2008 - Valentine day
Haha, i am married in audition.
Finally got that ring.
Haha, she's my mei and i am her kor.
Haha.


The 2nd try was power.




Thursday, February 14, 2008

One day

posted by Chao Yi @ 9:05 PM  


Haha, finally my floristery skills can be used.

Haha, today is valentine day.
My father bought rose for my mother.
But he decided to ask me help making it.
During to lake of material, the bouquet isn't that good.
Haha, but got XIN can le.

Haha, i want to first thank my shi fu.
At least i can share some questions with her.
Things that actually i don't understand.
Haha, shi fu xie xie.
Phone bill dun ask me pay

Haha, helping someone actually is making yourself a favour.
It make your life more worth while and make you seems useful.
Haha, no matter is sharing, hearing, consulting, comforting.
What are friends for! HAHA! AH DEHS
what say valentine for couples, it's also for friends that are always with us. =)
=) i will do it was oftenly as possible

even can't like you, please don't ask me like someone else...

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Story of a bee and a sunflower

posted by Chao Yi @ 4:25 PM  

Once upon a time,there's a bee.
It flew here and there just hoping to find it's sunflower.
One day, while he was flying around.
It saw this beautiful sunflower.
Shine brightly and waving it's petal as the wind blows.
So the bee decided to say hi to the sunflower.

Everyday, the bee went to find the sunflower.
Day go and they get closer.
The bee need the sunflower for pollen grain.
One sorching afternoon, one human being came by and was attempting to pluck the sunflower.
As the bee loved the sunflower, it rush at the human with it's sting and the human run away in pain.
But, the sting was the most important part for the bee.
The bee knew it's going to die.
So it decided to confess to the sunflower, from the day i met you, i know i fell in love with you.
I need you to live.
For now i return you my life, and i know you will forever be in my heart after i die.
~And the bee was dead~

The bee never knew how the sunflower felt because it die.
Love is beyond life, even sarcifing own life to save someone.
Cherish the one you love before it went pass you...

posted by Chao Yi @ 2:37 PM  
"Memories"

Memories
The love I left behind
I still think about it all the time
Nothing stays the same
Maybe I'm to blame
Oh I, I'd do it all again

Through these eyes
I've seen a thousand lies
And it's taken years to realize
That nothing stays the same
And no one is to blame
But I, I'd do it all again

Does it really matter if you got it right?
Does it really matter who was wrong or right? (yeah)
All I know, yes I know that I can make it through
What about you?

Ooh my my
But ain't no way it's gonna change me (oh you wanna know)
Ohhh
Cause all the fear I've left behind (where you gonna go)
Yeah yeah
And only time will tell you what is meant to be

There's a place
I can't let go
Holding all the dreams I used to know
I wish it was the same
I guess no one's to blame
But I, I'd do it all again
Yeah yeah

Does it really matter if you got it right? (does it really matter?)
Does it really matter who was wrong or right? (who was wrong or right)
Looking at my life today and I'm alright (I'm alright)
Yes I'm okay (I'm okay)
Now I see the world in a better way (so much better now)
And I know, yes I know that I can make it through (yeah)

Memories
The love I left behind
I wish it was the same
I guess no one's to blame
No no nothing stays the same
And everything must change
Oh I
I'd do it all again
Oooh again
Again
Again

Monday, February 11, 2008

posted by Chao Yi @ 11:18 PM  

I believed i can fly.

Wishing upon a UFO?!? XD
The real culprits
Look how big the bowl is =.=
'Ang Bao' and stuff given by Shi fu(siang hoon) and Krystal

long time no see~~~

posted by Chao Yi @ 12:26 AM  
Okay, don't know how many days i have not being posting.
I think i played to much ba. AUDITION =.=
Erm erm, what should i talk about neh?

I think i talk about chinese new year first ba.
My visiting was only on the 1st day of chinese new year.
Others days is sleep, wake up, sleep and go church.
Okay la, i wasted my CNY holidays =.=
Hmmm, let me update myself about my blog first
(pending)
(okay... updated)

SLEEP, WAKE UP, EAT STEAMBOAT, SLEEP, WAKE UP...

Okay, today afternoon i thought about posting a post on my shopping.
I want to buy a white long pant.
Cause i saw people on the street wearing it with white shoe and is nice la.
Then today during YM service saw Clement wearing it i was like 0.0
OKAY, must faster get a white long pant.
Cause my mother bought one jean for me (i know i should have buy myself)
Today, alot people tio trick by my top.
It had a pink collar with a green collar which makes it looked like 2 clothings.
But actually one only =.=
Saw someone also have white pant =X

GAN XIANG on i'm not stupid 2...
Okay, it had being the 2nd time i watch it ever since i watch it at the cinema.
"NAN REN YOU LIEN BU QING TAN"...
Tears rolled down as usual =.=
T_T, i guy or girl, i seriously questioned myself =.=
It was great la. I love the feeling of crying. Crying was the method i use to make myself sleep when i was young.

TML: Go see flower arrangement @ sentosa with THEY ALL.
Roughly know what is going to happen tml.
Haha, hope everything will go smoothly =D
THANK YOU LORD 4 EACH DAY

I felt asleep during Sunday school while they watching THE CASE OF A CREATOR =X

These few days was great, How i wish it could be 4ever~~

Friday, February 08, 2008

posted by Chao Yi @ 12:44 AM  
why am i feeling so puzzled and screwed up again?
i hate it when i does all these things.
i hate it.
I know something will happened.
And i will lose something.

Maybe my time is up.
My idiot me is back.
Learn to let go =D
I know I can.

Stop feeling anything.
All those are just what you imagined.
None and nothing has anything to do with you.
Don't do this to yourself, it only make things worst.
I know i can overcome this.

God knows the best for me.

posted by Chao Yi @ 12:15 AM  


If You're Not The One

If youre not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you
re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We
ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don
t want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand
If I
m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don
t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don
t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you
re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you
re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don
t know why youre so far away
But I know that this much is true
We
ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you
re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don
t want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand
If I
m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether it
s wrong or right
And though I can
t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don
t want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand
If I
m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms


Thursday, February 07, 2008

posted by Chao Yi @ 12:30 AM  
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
POP POP POP!!! BUDGET FIREWORK BY CHAOYI XD!!!

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

Quicky

posted by Chao Yi @ 10:27 PM  
Erm, tired even though i just eat and slack around for reunion dinner.
Played Citidal with my cousins.
Plotting and tactics.
Just an early HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 4 EVERYONE!!!
Tml, need to leave house at 8am for church!
Haha, this chinese new year is special.
For us christian we have to quieten our heart as Jesus was being scarificed to clean our sins. (which it will be 40 days duration)
But on the other hand being happy for CNY.
Complicated ya?

Hope everything will be fine for you TML...

posted by Chao Yi @ 3:13 PM  
My First Chinese New Year greeting even it's EVE only.
Touched.
Even it seems so normal, but it had so much thing meant in it.
Even it might be just something normal to you, but it meant more then it seems to me.
Thanks you!!! XD

posted by Chao Yi @ 2:10 PM  
How i wish i could share you pain.
How i wish i could be right beside you to understand how you felt.
How i wish, wish...

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Everyday, I thank YOU

posted by Chao Yi @ 11:40 PM  
Just came back from track training.
And had dinner after that with the trackers.
I tio shoot by the "hei bu tao".
We were like crapping over there from school until i took the bus and head home.
Anyway is fun. Slack training cause Chinese New Year.
I also learn something new, cannot eat chilli after training or else all your training will be wasted.
I don't know is it a fate or a myth but I dun wanna risk it.

Okay, i will start blogging things that happened during the morning.
Okay, i took lift down which i must to do everytime to get to the ground floor.
There time, there's this auntie with a bicycle.
Ya, i helped her to pressed the lift IN and OUT.
And she said: Xie xie ni, ni hen guai (meaning, thank you, you are obedient or something like that)
I was like, stunned wanted to say welcome but stunned.
Give glory to God, this is what a children of God should be.
The day started off great.

As we know, Chinese New Year is getting near.
Another sianz CNY?
Then there's this theory.
CNY is like you working for money.
You have to go through the sianiness like during work to get $$.
Okay, crappology from my AH DEH!

Hmmm, today was a great day.
Everyday is great only how we look at it.
Even it's a bad day, it still can be a great day.
Through trials and obstacles WE GROW. Haha.
Thank You LOrD!!! XD

I am a happy guy/man(?) these few days.
Thank God for that.
For what reasons it might be, i also wanted to thanks you.
Having you in my life, i enjoyed my life =D
thanks!

Monday, February 04, 2008

QING FEI DEI YI

posted by Chao Yi @ 3:15 AM  

Birthday celebration

posted by Chao Yi @ 12:11 AM  
Some random picture after my soccer games. Can see distinct black and white right. LOL!

BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION


Yesh, we went to ri ben chun to celebrate Krystal and Tze Xin Birthday.

Trying out my photographing skills. Professional right? Lol.

This photo looked quite creepy. But look at the foods on the table.
I think we bought up to 47 plates sia. HAHA 99cents per plate.
Now into the thing.
* Bought cake for the bdae party. (a big one and a small one)
Know why one big one small? The surprise lies in here. I will tell you all about it later on.
So continue to read on.
*Reached the resturant at about 5.45pm.
*Planned the surprise.
*We played murderer and police while waiting for krystal. (she had TAS camp before the party)
*7 plus plus plus, Krystal reached and we were on our way to get our sushi.
*The whole table is filled with food.
*As we starts to finish all the food we ordered and gathered.
* THE FINALE
*We took out the smalle cake.
*We asked the 2 bdae babies to eat together that small cake. (the cake really small even for 1 person)
*They ate it happily and our surprise begins...
*Me and YQ went to "toilet" (actually went to preapre to get the big cake)
*We brought the cake to the table.
*1st reaction, KRYSTAL CRIED (tears of touchiness) (i think everyone felt a sense of satisfaction)
*Followed by tze xin with tears hanging at the edge.
*Photo taking
*CAKE FIGHT!!!
*Everyone creamed
*She's really good at cake fights XD
*Today was a great day.
*Everyone enjoyed, i bet Justin did too~
THANK GOD 4 TODAY =D

Saturday, February 02, 2008

posted by Chao Yi @ 11:46 PM  
When you said nvm.
I really wanted you to say you mind.
But it still ended up as nvm.

When you say find then.
I really hope you can continue to ask more.
But i always choose to let it end.

posted by Chao Yi @ 10:49 PM  
WHY DID I CRY?
WHAT HAPPENED TO ME?
To stress?
The fact is tat only someone called you.
When i was trying to call you.
WHAT THE PROBLEM DID I CRY.
WHAT's the problem with me sia.
Why other people cannot call her.

When the thought of leaving you, maybe you will be happier.
And that when i started raining... It too true T_T

posted by Chao Yi @ 10:28 PM  
A bird as in love with a White rose.
One day he proposed to her.
She told him that when she turns red she'll love Him.
So the Bird's tears, his body & slowly spread his blood on the white rose & it turn red & fell in love with him but he is dead.
This is love.
Love is even scarficing your own life for the one you love.

UPDATES
Today went for track training (personal) .
It was 6am in the morning. I was like the first one who reached there.
Cause last week i didn't go.
Chiong 25 mins striaght.
I WANT RUN LONG DISTANCE T_T
Anyway, after running until 7.45.
We went for soccer.
If the legs are aching.
We were still able to play.
Thank God for today =D

Today got so many people got problem.
Some want to break with BF.
Some want daddiie back.
Some face problems.
Today is a bad day?
I was also affect as well.
What's wrong with Chaoyi

Hmmm

posted by Chao Yi @ 12:10 AM  
It had been few days that i last blog.
Haha, busy with CCA (track and field) and stuffs.
I felt so refreshed.
I slept today after i reach home.
I think 2 hours plus plus plus.
But i thought i had slept for a whole day like that.
Hmmm, thank God for this wonderful sleep =)



Haha, florist today was fruit basket with flower arrangement.
I very stupid lor.
I totally forgot my house below got sell fruits and i ran all the way to Cold storage to buy.
And it's ex compared to my house below.
Nvm, the must stupid this is that, i am suppose to buy 8 apples and 8 oranges.
When i went to the cashier, i was counted to be 7 each.
Hmmm, i remember i counted 8.
Mind disorder! BRAIN CANCER LOL!!!
Nvm, anyway, thanks for the help from my yag friend that i had finally 8 apples and oranges each.



OKay finally present my FRUIT BASKET WITH FLOWER ARRANGEMENT XD


I was like telling my mother. A lehz. Then she was like.
If i was your teach i give you B+ nia. =.=
Please like my mother like help the church do flower arrangement even since i was in Bukit Panjang Methodist Chruch =.=

Woot! Tml have to wake up at 5.30am to go training with my friends.
Wahaha, i love running XD

As time pass.
Will be still be about to be so close
When things stop to happen, which should be good.
Will i still be about to be your little listening ear and be by your side?





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