Life with a PURPOSE

in: 1 hr 30 mins =.= (roughly)
Time to sleep now!
Tml still have to WORK!
JIA YOU CHAO YI xD

My old fav. blog url : www.sasukechao.blogspot.com GONE =.=
Now change to : http://sa5ukechao.blogspot.com/ No choice

Track.
Lunch.
Movie.
Sleep.
Lost.

by:陈世维

曲:曹格
雨
不停落下来
花
怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人
欣赏悲哀
爱
只剩下无奈
我
一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块
就不精采

Chorus
紧紧相依的心如何
say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼

把手放开不问一句
say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快

心
有一句感慨
我
还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段
还在不在

*chorus

I HATE IT! HAO XIN MEI HAO BAO.

next time i don't give a damn already.

1st of all I wanted to say THANK YOU to those who visited my blog even i never update.
2nd I wanna say SORRY cause i never update =X

Today is very wonderful.
Went to work early cause they need helpers in the morning.
Then today the job quite slack xD.
I went for lunch actually at rong chai, but they dun bothered to entertain me.
So i decided to head for Macdonald.
On the way, i will pass by this bus stop.
Guess what I saw YQ! Lols.

Then when I on the way home.
I saw Pei Bao. LOls.

Then instead of going home, i decided to play basketball with Hsien they all.
Woot, 3 pointer siao people.
I like 10 balls only one nice the 3 pointer ball can go in.
Then when i out of game.
They Ke Xin GL me T_T
Then Hsien help me woot, you rock man!!!
However, my leg injury is back.
Today very pain, maybe i run too much, maybe i played too much.
I was like limbing home norhh.

Reach home audition.
Haha, found this cool friend.
Same birthday as mine. (3rd one le)
Emo like me =X but she is more extreme.

Anyway, my results out.
Cannot be sad, but should be guilty.
I so slacky, still get that kind of gpa.
Even it's lousy.
But it's really a miracle.
I like telling myself, comfirm 2. something.
But God gave me something i never deserve.
Like His unfailing Love, Lord i owe you too much.
I always tell myself i have to work hard next time.
Then Haiishh...

NU ER!!! Daddiie hao xiang ni T_T

Heartbreak lullaby...
In the still of the night,
I can almost feel you lying next to me,
Like it used to be,
And its hard to let go,
When there's always something there reminding me,
How things could be,
I've tried to get you off my mind,
I've tried to play my part,
But everytime I close my eyes,
You're still inside my heart,
Why can't I laugh?
Why must I cry?
Everytime we say good-bye,
Why does it rain,
Here in my heart,
Everyday that we're apart,
Why can't it be,
Just you and me,
What will it take to make you see,
These are the words,
To my Heartbreak Lullaby,
Like the stars in the sky,
You still keep on shining down you're light on me,
But out of reach,
And I know that in time,
You will come back to your senses,
See the signs,
And change your mind,
I try to look the other way,
And keep my heart on hold,
But everytime I'm close to you,
I lose my self-control,
Why can't I laugh?
Why must I cry?
Everytime we say good-bye,
Why does it rain,
Here in my heart,
Everyday that we're apart,
Why can't it be,
Just you and me,
What will it take to make you see,
These are the words,
To my Heartbreak Lullaby,
Why can't I laugh?
Why must i cry?
Give me just one good reason why..
Why does it rain
Here in my heart,
Everyday that we're apart,
Why can't it be,
Just you and me,
What will it take to make you see,
These are the words,
To my Heartbreak Lullaby,
[CHORUS x2]

When i hear love songs.
I will ask myself, do i love you.
This time instead of a striaght yes, I will pause awhile and think.
Do I still love you?
I cannot give myself a comfirm answer, i felt so =X

Maybe time really can weaken everything.
When i decided to give up, it will really give up.
And i will distance myself until very far, so far even friend cannot even be.

There's still so many friend for you.
No worries.
No regrets.

But why i still feel there's something missing.
Means i haven't DID IT?

Okay, yesterday I miss my Track and field training again. =X
Miss 2 trainings le.
I think my condition sure lousy until can bang walls. (not one buy many)
However, I went East Coast Park with my classmates.
Woot, cycling and poker.
God is so good lahs.
Cause I couldn’t make it to cycle with my Ngee Ann classmates on Saturaday, but he provide me with another chance to cycle.
I miss cycling so much, the thrill and the fun.
Okay, I went ECP with Jabez, B.goh, Anand and Kimberly.
We crap all our way from Causeway Point until ECP.
We rented bicycle from 4.30 – 7.30.
We cycle until the end of ECP and found this interesting place.
It a land appeared cause it’s low tide.
After cycling we went to play poker at BBQ pit 80.
WOot. It was thrilling and fun.
Then we cycled back. I manage to make my way through back to bicycle shop without using hand.
It was so fun la.
Mac with coupons from B.goh.
And more poker!
These fews days have been chionging MapleStory.
Cause I couldn’t sleep and I can’t believe I MISSED MY PARENTS =X
So I decided to play cause otherwise I will keep thinking in my bed.

I will strangle through. No matter how hard it is.
Time can weaken anything.
All I needed is time.
I know who I can talk to when I need a listening ear.
Is God. =)

PICTURES TIME!

Taken while cycling.


How wonderful and how beautiful is His creation.

I think the reason my life is so messed up cause i haven't been doing my QT that often =X
I want to overcome.
I want to stand by God knowing, without Him I nothing.
Even if i am alone on earth, i know He will always be there for me.
When someone hold on to life, lose it.
And those who lose life for the Father's sake, they will have it.
Roughly like that, i scare might be wrong.

Okay, today didn't manage to go track T_T
Cause, i woke up late.
Lucky YQ not feeling well or else i will feel very bad.

Even there's no track, i managed to go church to tidy up the clubhouse store room.
If you all know, the church is currently rebuilding.
Therefore, the clubhouse is smaller and messy.
As for the rack, we manage to do better then the first one.
And faster with only 3 person.
Hahas.
After cleaning, went to sim lim sqaure.
Bought a cheap harddisc 160 GB and found out only left 148GB free.
At sim lim square i even saw 1TB harddisc.
I think 1TB = 1000GB ba.
That's so big la=.=

Hahas, the day was great but tiring.
But thank God for everything.

Who am I?
She's a good girl.
I think i am only someone who is doing all things just to see you happy.
I don't want to spoilt her future.
Even being a listening ear is good enough.
Her future without me will be bright and happier.
But how i wish i can be by your side.
Maybe it's time for me to leave.
But i know it can't be possible for you to accept me.
But I'm not worried cause there's already someone who will be able to be.
Even after this post you might hate me more.
I scare i might go too deep, and cannot unroot myself from you.
Hate me, for who I am, hate me for loving you.
This is the distance, where i can see you happy in a distance.
Being by your side and knowing that we can't be together, hurts me more.
Maybe one day where your heart is empty.
I decided to leave.
I will knock the door of chance.
Leave to somewhere that i cannot feel, so that i couldn't feel love.
Maybe the day i can really mature.
I know, nothing is gonna happen.
I would like to knock the door of chance back once in your life again.
Hate me, ignore me, so i wouldn't feel sad leaving.
The best way of giving isn't recieve what you wanted.
Someone will always be there for you.
But is to give unlimitedly, and recieve nothing but seeing the one happy.
Passerby, pass by when you don't cherish.

unknown writer...

Erm, lets start blogging about Friday ba.
Okay, i woke up quite late on Friday.
Then I had an appointment with my friend YQ to go for haircut.
First time go salon cut hair.
But the result was quite great.

After haircut, i went to jabez's house to slack.
When i reach there, they were eating pizza.
I was like lost cause, so weird la.
Then I become a R. joker =.=
Then, finally get into the crowd.
Then slack in his room, with Anand, Choon Hong, Kimberly, Reuel and B.goh who came after Kimberly and Reuel left.

Then we were bored.
B.goh went home. Then we headed for 7 eleven to chill out.
Get a big gulp each, then went to the playground to crap like 12am in the morning or so.
Okay we really crap there and there's lots of laughter XD
Then we come out with this phrase:
"LIFE without F is a LIE" (sounded quite sick, if you dun want to be courrpted please dun ask)

Then slept around 3am then woke up at 8am
It was a good night sleep but short.
Hahas.

Then Saturday.
The day full of surprises.
Yup, it's sofia's birthday.
All the surprises were great and our hard work didn't go a waste.
Anyway, just to thanks yi lin and hui lin, hahas thanks for the help.
And of cause YQ with his hair styling.
It was a great day but a stinking one with those whip creams T_T

Today, went to church.
Help out in rack fixing.
Ended up making a slanned rack.
WOot, tml going down to help again. Wahaha.
Thank God for everything.
For every little thing You do.
Make me live for You alone =)