Life with a PURPOSE

Woot! Early in the MORNING!! (even it's 11 am le) XD
Okay, woke up finding everyone and not at home!
1st thought faster brush teeth and audition!!!
But, unexpectedly, i forgot today got elericity main source shut down.
Cause my house here and lift renovating.
It's 11 - 3pm =.= (which means comfirm cannot play audition le)
Nvm, i did offline stuffs, arranging my messy laptop.

Out of sudden 1pm, the electricity is back when my battery is about to die off.
Woot!!! i faster chiong to my sister's room to charge my dying handphone =.=
Okay, 1 hours less of audition and my father back home =.=.
Comfirm he thought i played the whole morning =.=
NVM!!! LET IT BE... wahahaha...

Go to school hoping to be early to photocopy my perspective drawing.
I want to thank God for His providence.
When i was at the top look out for any bus that might come by.
187 appeared and i chiong down to get it.
But i heard bus leaving and i thought of giving up.
However, i continue. And i saw 187 still waiting there.
Cause there's an old granny moving up the bus.
If the old granny isn't there, 187 would have left and i will be late =.=
THANK YOU LORD !!! =D

NEWater plant was same as last time i went there...
Nothing much.
Home sweet home, crap and acting....
I took bus with Siang hoon and my yag friend YQ!
Waha, crap here and there with the mushroom.
Actually wanted to eat dinner with my friends, but my hungry stomach forced me to eat with SH AND YQ.
But it was great, $4 bowl of minced meat noodles (extra spicy)
Went home, met them, escape and went home....

God bless...

Not a end but a new begining.
My promise with You.

Thank you Lord for your providence.
I thank you for a friend that bring me back to you.

Not only melody, but lyrics that makes a song...

I think i have brain cancer sia.
These few days did super weird and adnormal stuffs.

I thought of leaving after i complete my mission.
When you felt no more stress.
But could i just leave, just like that.

Today have ENV test.
Should be tested on aquaponics and instead we were test to "bullshit" to write out a proposal for some research thing. It totally had no link with aquaponics unless you can bullshit until aquaponics ba.
Anyway, ONE test down.

Do i have the courage?
But leaving maybe can prevent further problems.
Lord show me your Ways...

Tml, field trip to NEWater plant.
This time should be the 2nd time going ba.
Hmmm, it will cut into my track and field training.
Sianz, dun feel like going the field trip.

Can wake up late tml.
Lesser and lesser test. One down after the other.
Yesh, Chinese New Year.
I don't feel right, even it's chinese new year i felt moodless.
Another boring Chinese New year?
I don't know.

Lord, is here that i seek You.

There's a angel and devil within...

What hurts the most.
Get touched by it, cry with it T_T

Yesterday was one of my happy days.
It had been long ever since i have been happy.
Even the happiness is short, but at least i had that short little happiness =D
haha. happy until cannot sleep. =D THanks.

Having different friend for a meal have different feelings.
It like every drink will quench your thrist.
But somehow, you just like a certain drink that not only quench your thrist but also felt happy after drinking it. =)

Haha this emo little bear was found from Anand's T - shirt.
It looked like care bear that became emo. LOL.

Had track.
It rocks la, even i tio shinz spling. (somewhere at the leg pain)
Run through with that pain and it S**.

GYM workout for legs.
started off with 10kg then 15, 20 and finally 25. Woot. Insane.
Haha, everything was great even i suffered alot pain. But i know it is worth awhile.

Dinner at Mac with that bunch of guys.
Non- stop laughter and a retarded chao yi making crappy stuff.
Waha,
Anand said: i bet santa claus don't have a wife.
cause he only come once a year (if you understand you know why i laugh until like...)
And my stupid laughter lengthen the laughter duration... XD
They also mention about the finger of death inccident that i really make a fool of myself, and they laughed at it. Waha, Some times we just don't understand ourselves... =D

home sweet home =D

YOu are welcome =)

RASCAL FLATTS

What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

(Not seeing that loving you)
That’s what I was trying to do

Found a very nice song from jasper's blog.

Song title: what hurts the most.
Really nice.

我以为-品冠

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容
就能够解脱

我以为
我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为你
已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害

我以为我的温柔 能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力 填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右 弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真 以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究 你会慢慢明白
他的心不在你身上 我的关心
你依然无动于衷
我的以为 只是我以为

我以为我的温柔 能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力 填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右 弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真 以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶 你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好 你要留在谁身旁
我以为我够坚强 却一天天地失望
少给我一点希望 希望就不是奢望
却输得那呢绝望

I left without a word.
On the way, home.
I thought my mission is done.
But it hasn't.
What can i do?

TRACK TRACK TRACK...
WAHAHAHA...
OKay had tom yam seafood for dinner...
And found out there's delicious curry chicken at home.... CRAP
NICE, i had both of them...
WAhahaha, hungry chao yi festival...
Nothing to blog liao..

http://profile.imeem.com/gsCwO7/music/SXHBCNSK/gary_valenciano_letting_go/

I Promise

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will Will

I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someoneI promise
I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will

Nice day...
Early in the morning, father fetch me to school.
In the car, talking about bible reading and family gathering stuffs.
He ask me to organize a one in a month family gathering to communicate.
$40 budget. LOL.
I never say anything. Haha, most probably should be okay.

IS class very short but nvm.

Lunch was great and delicious.
Hope it help in some way or other.
Stay happy deh!

Open house tml, i dun think i going.
I going straight to church and after that TRACK =D

Wishing you all the best.... Run the road of life with You....

i screwed up everything today as the leader.
i am really sorry.
i dun wanna let this thing continue.
i dun want you to drift away.
even if one day, no one remembers you, i promise i will be there.
maybe i have break many promises.
maybe that day wouldn't come.
but let me try to be man of my word.
please dun leave us. you are like the soul of the group.

WU! TRACK AND FIELD!!!
I LOVE IT!!!
OMG, i burnt for the 1st set of fart legs.
chiong 1 min, slack 1 min.
it sounded easy but is stamina demanding.
WOOT! BURNT!
JABEZ you improve =)
frog jump up 6 times and jump down 6 times.
Legs strengthening.
Pulling a elastic rubber forward and backward!
CRAMP HaRZARD...
Fun!
cramp x 1 area.
track...

i made friend with cramp =X

One after one.
Things came crushing over me.
Is it meant to come together that i will fall as hard as i could?

I wanted to cry.
But no tears.
Why is it so hard to cry.
Teach me how to cry...

Sasukechao appeared today.
I don't know why.
But i think is that someone, i cannot ta han.
I released my feelings.
Cannot hide it anymore.

Why start it when you know it will end.
Everytimes it ended.
I lost hope of starting another one.
I lost the fire.
I lost my will.
Lord i am crying for you!

I thought i had change, but no, it hasn't.
I think I got worst.
I am becoming so political.
Rah...

5 days never blog le.
Hmmm, i think i really lost the ability to blog.
Hmmm, combine sunday school yesterday.
Can't believe i am in poly for year 2 but i still in year 1 (waha, confusing rite?)
Old man, going to graduate from sunday school next year.

RAh, dunno how to continue....
CHAOYI CANNOT BLOG SIA!!! T_T

Avril Lavigne When You're Gone Lyrics

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we wereYeah Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

The day started off with YOU ARE LATE.
When i chionging to school, on the way i saw them.
They wouldn't panicing, when we were like late already.
Nvm, quite cool...

Crap and school...

Track =)
Missed running.
During drills, one of the drill is like practice to cramp la.
LOL, i am slow T_T
Anyway, it's good.
Feeling my legs "hardening".

I don't wanna ask about my feelings...
Reality just can't be defeated...
God take charge.

Lesson.
Soil science last min work.

Chiong IAC ppt.
Almost done.

Dinner.

I lost all my ability to post sia.

Your encouragement rocks.
No matter for who, it's encouraging =)
THanks... My "yag" friend =) joking de =)

Sunday morning,
Combine service.

2008 prayer

Went for basketball from 6 - 10...
Laughter and fun.
Tio push up.

COme home. watch people catching giant stingrays.

A BIG question to ask.

thinking positively is it equal to self decieving and dreaming?
Just keep lying to yourself?

I tried to think positively this time.
And i started to "dream" again.
Haiz, why couldn't my dream can come true.
What i thought could it be what it really was?
Hmmm, i going to move back to one and start over.

-ILY-xchance

When i think back...
You wouldn't wrong at all...
The chances are there...
Only i never cherish...
Not just one chance you gave...
Many, more than a normal person could give...
Yes, you are special...
All i could do now is do well in my life...
To be a better man...
To be a better friend...
Let God decide whether you will give me another chance...
Not now, maybe when we could become better friend...
Now i shall ask no more than being a friend of yours...
No matter what is going on for the future...
But i know, God knows the best for me =)

Thank you my friend...

wo bo neng zhuo se mo le...
zi ni gan dao yi han...
zi hao yong gan de wang qian zuo...
bu guang qian mian de ru shi zhen yang...
wo hai shi yao wang qian zuo...
bu zhi si dai zhe pang wang hai si jun wang...
xian zai bu zhi wei lai shi...

Wah!!! i am so crappy....
what i am speaking =.=...

没有期望，才不会有舍望。。。

even though dreaming is wonderful, but yesh, there's always a time to wake up.
wake up from dreamland to reality.
wake up from time wasting thought.
all is just empty.
so how can we feel a hollow cup with coffee.

sui ran mong zai xing lai yi ca na de tong,
dan hai shi bei fang bo kai de tong lia de wen rou,
wo de xin hui de ni, zhi neng zai yi ge mei ren zhi dao de di fang,
zai ni bu zhi qing de dang zhong chun zai,
mei ren zhi dao, nian ni ye bu zhi dao,
zhi yao wo zhi dao fang qing yi ge ren bi ai yi ge ren lia de nan.

zai ze xin de yi nian, xin de kai si,
sui ran hai shi yi yang de ni,
wo qing yuan mo mo de geng shui ni...

dang ni bu zai...

How i like someone:
Problem: when the like become a burden.
Solve: No body knows.
Never let the one i like know i like her.
Or else it's the end.