Life with a PURPOSE

Today after track, I had dinner at the Bukit Timah wet market.
Then I don't know his name.
He gave us 5 IQ quests but use logic and abit of thinking out of box.
So here's the 2 questions only...
1st: If you have 8 eggs. 7 of them is 10g each and only 1 of them is 9g.
The i give you a balancer.
You only can use it 2 times and tell me which egg is the 9g one.

2nd: I give you a 5litre jug and a 3 litre jug.
You are suppose to get 4 litres of water accurately by using the 2 jug.
You are given unlimited amount of water.

If you want to know the answer, find me, sms me.
And i will also give you the other 3 questions that i didn't post!
Tata!

Btw, during these questions, we found human nature.
5 mins after the questions - tell us the answer leh.
10 mins after the questions - your question no logic one lah!
20 mins after the questions - people starts giving crap and lame answers!
30 mins after the questions - the person who gave the questions is being scolded!
LOL!!!

From tuesday all the way to thursday this week.
I my evenings and nights had been filled up with TRACK AND FIELD.
Maybe cause last week I never go for track.
That's why I gotta pay back everything this week.
Tuesday, slack slack...
Wednesday, hiong until legs start to ache.
Thursday, short distance run!!! T_T (I am a long distance runner =.=)
Tml, gotta train again and helpout with the freshies!!!T_T
My week is fly pass like a F16 pass me!!!
2nd week almost up and left one month to go and there's COMMON TEST!!!

2 promise. 1 deadline...

In our shattered times, anguish relents
Not at mere idle words spoken in vain,
But rather from the silent eloquence
Bestowed by those rare souls who share our pain.
By: Evans ( from daily bread and all the following phrases are from daily bread )

Often, the best comfort is just being there.
( I realised, even presence is enough. That's make me not to expect more from others. )

Oh, what joy and peace we forfeit,
When forgiveness we withhold;
Fellowship with God is broken,
And the heart grows hard and cold
By: D.De Huan

We can stop forgiving others when Christ stops forgiving us.

When rough the path day today,
When sorrows fill our eyes with tears,
Our choice to find our hope in Christ
Can life our soul and calm our fears.
By: D.De Huan

To be like Jesus is our goal,
Though it doesn't happen fast;
We trust the spirit as our guide
Till we're glorified at last.
By: Branom

The conversion of a soul is the middle of a moment;
the growth of a saint is the work of a lifetime.

Trusting God turns problems into opportunities.

In God's works we see His hand;
in His Words we hear His heart.

No one is hopeless whose hope is in God.

What does emo means?

type 1: depressed and sad. range from slightly moody to suicidal.
type 2: cultural fashion people who wanna look cool.

From B.goh. (thanks for helping me typing out)
Maybe I act emo to make ppl pity me?
I don't think I am sad, I have no more feelings.
One of my wants, is to find back the defination of humanly love.
I even tried to find song that can bring me back to that feeling, but I can't feel anything.

One day, I tried to save one friendship.
I tried to show concern to that friend"ed".
Instead of answering, i get a somehow warning of "don't try anything funny, i wouldn't fall for that".
I tried so hard just thinking to myself, I must take the first step.
But, the result is just another disappointment.
Why will I do to save a friendship when I know this kind of result I will get.
I flared up. To me it seems like the other party is wrong.
But I don't know. It could be my fault.
No one fault. MY FAULT that I even thought of giving in.

Today's worship was great.
Even song linked up with each other.
2 highlight songs.
In christ alone and reflection song, "you're still faithful".

I thank you Lord for everything.
The air i breath.
The food i eat.
The bed i lie in.
Every steps that i take.

Removing something from my life.
I now believe what I had done without any regret.

Today is just great except some exception.
Today 1 hour lesson and we went to K box after that.
I didn't fan kang cause i MIA for 2 months.
Never go out with them, never talk to them.
I like the feeling of this type of simple and great friendship.
No motive behind everything.
Simple friendship's de best.
I'm not worthy of any thing better that.
Maybe someone's gone?

K box means singing.
And my singing suck!! T_T (forced to sing)
But i found out, Siang Hoon, Hui Lin, Krystal, Tze Xin have great voice and can sing!
Woot! Those are great time.

I decided to put my trust to test.
I speak out with someone.
It helped alot.
And i realise and i want to laugh at my childishiness.
I'm wrong again...

I don't have the face to face you again.
I wronged you.
Maybe i overdo the way i give up on things.

14 We know that the law is spiritual; but I am unspiritual, sold as a slave to sin.
15 I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.
16 And if I do what i do not wnat to do, I agree that the law is good.
17 As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me.
18 I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful anture. For i have the desire to do what is goo, but I cannot carry it out.
19 For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do - this I keep on doing.
20 Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it but it is sin living in me that does it.

This module is zai man.
I didn't expected it to be like that.

Before i enter the class i thought will be like doing projects on arts and design.
In the end, i had a cool lecturer with about 5 colour on her hair.
She ask us to called her TANG, not auntie, not teacher. Lols.
She really is a truely artist.
The best is, she sponsor us with materials and we can save $$.
She said cause she love teaching students arts.
So she is okay spending her OWN money to buy the materials.

She also taught us things and she's really good in speaking.
She is carefree, and she just great!
Lols. Can listen to songs in class and even do stuff you want.
Is just fun to be in the class.

The most concidence things is that, Chi Yang is same class as me.
I thought i gotta be alone.
Thank you Lord for everything XD

I took the free shuttle bus to school and ended up early in school =.=
That's why i am blogging now.
Looking around at other people blog.

There's something i just can't understand.
Maybe when you lost something, you shouldn't think about having it back.
Let it be.
It like selfish one minute can bring you out from suffering bahs.

Kkz, i gtg to my 4 hrs IS class le.
Crap, i never bring anything and i know i gotta die.
Hope the lesson will be fun and interesting =.=

Haha, i asked myself this question when someone ask me another question.
I don't know, do i like to be alone?
Or is it just to escape something and giving myself the excuse that i just like to be alone.
Maybe i lost the ability to face human.
Friends is just something that you gain or lose.
I lose most of them le.

One day Chao Yi will have no friend.
YESH! That's the day i know i wouldn't hurt anyone.
Rah, am i running away from facing obstacle and trials?
Everytime i choose to run away from things. (Maybe that's why i join Track and field)
Recently i start to love emo songs again.
They are really music to the ears.

I must have no more feelings.
I feel no more.

Just some interesting stuff.
I saw ngee ann polytechnic orientation T-shirt.
Is far better then previous year.
It looked nicer, and is dry fit i think.
Last year is burget?

Then unexpectedly, i got 3 blue notes for my paid.
I like work 4 days and i expected 2 nia.
And i thought i had to get my pay on Monday.
BUT! Monday still need go back work to help carrying stuffs.

Lalalas.

Today, a meaningful say.
CG and worship prac.
Spiritual stuffs.

Back to school soon...
Back to life...
Back to somewhere which is so....

Wonder what does my post title is?
The newspaper "Today"?
No lahs, just what I did today.

Woke up late in the morning cause I am not feeling well.
Then watch television cause can't go track and field.
Cause I go there not run, but see how fast I can faint.

But, in the end, I still went to school.
Cause there a event (FUN08) helpout.
Carry stuffs.
Sick people also can do XD.

Today, I had a really special dinner.
Dinner with my whole family.
We ate at the zi bao ji near SIM.
The food changed, the atmosphere changed...

Everything change with time.
Nothing can stop the time from changing us.
But there's one thing that wouldn't change FOREVER.
God's Love.
Something so unconditional.
I think there's only one type of love, God's love.
Something worth recieving.
Something worth having.

No other kind of love in my life.
I couldn't understand any more type of love.
Love no longer exist in me.
I can't love anyone else, beside my parents and family.
Keep the love small so it doesn't hurts.

Last time my defination of love is: Living together with the one your love forever.
But, there isn't any forever except God's love.
Humanly love will only blends with time.

I can be happy even alone.
Hurts no one, disturb no one.

I going to die in year 2.
Is either slack until exam fail until flying in colour.
Or school until go IMH. (nvm, since i had a room there leh- BOOK!)
The time table is so yellow =.=