Life with a PURPOSE

I took 4 of them, ya. Cause greedy. God's creation too beautiful le. The sun is sorching, but God send the clouds to block the sun! YEA!

The barriars are there. Even the day that you say might not come, it came. The barriars can be as thick as a piece of 5m thick aluminium or just as thin. It's depended how willingly have you decided to do this. Maybe is under peer pressure you decided to do so. But really hope it will become a willing stuff. Now talking is nothing, only through actions i can prove it.

It's not about colours, it's about barriars.

Thank you God for listening to my prayers.
Thank you those who helped. (B.goh helped alot when i ask him what to do)
(Of cause the 6 flowers and one grass)

God may it not end, but continue and excel.
It's not the ending, but a starting of a new phrase. (turning point)
Lord, bless me with strength and wisdom.

~~~It's not knowing what to do, it's doing what you know~~~

When i thought about loving you, i thought about God's love.
It unconditional.
It unlimited.
It great.
It overwhelming.

God didn't give up on me when i didn't talk to Him. But He waited for me. His love is still with me, where ever i may be.
It's only a few days compare to how i didn't talk to God when He loved me then i loved you...

Giving up to God doesn't means, giving up on you...

No matter how many tears drops, it drops for a worthly person...

If loving you is what you don't one, treat it as i hate you...

The furthest distance is when true love walk pass you.
The most painful pain is when there is misunderstanding with the one you loved.
The sadest moment is when the one you loved no longer is there.
The happiest moment is when you see your loved one happy.

Sometimes, people keep on blogging, posting: They just hope someone will read and know what going on.
People keep running to their phone or holding the phone near: They just hope that someone will message or call.
People keep nagging: They just hope you understand they care. (Imagine one day, that someone stopped nagging.)
People keep making actions: They just hope you notice their presense and care about them.
People cry: It shows how important the thing is to them.
People smile: They just want the one they loved to smile too =) Smile is also a strength.
Some people online whole day: Just hope that someone will talk to them.

No matter how long it takes, i will wait until that day come. Cause i never stopped believing in God and you...
Missing the time i had with you, missing your smile, your laughter, your gentleness, your kindness. I just missed you.
you still hate the way things are is it because i like you? I really dunnoe what to do le. I tried my best not to talk to you. Just hope things will be better soon.

多一秒世界就会被淹没
你还像个巨人紧紧拥抱我
离开你变得渺小的自我
很想从此就卑微的渡过

失去真爱
只剩快乐残骸
已感觉不到任何的存在

还是爱着你
只是我们之间有了距离
远远爱着你
就算不能够在靠近
同样的天空下总会有你

站在时间面前没法撤退
我们像两颗告别的尘灰
记得拥抱时天地有多美
记得没有谁能将这摧毁
寻觅真爱

跌进人山人海
才发现没有线索
可倚赖

还是爱着你不管我们之间有了距离远远爱着你就算不能够在靠近同样的天空下总会有你
Ha….

还是爱着你不管我们之间什么距离
远远爱着你
就算不能够再靠近
就算在不同国度里
同样的天空下总会有你有你

Teach me how to talk.
Teach me how to speak.
Teach me how to think.
Teach me how to live for You alone.
Teach me to be strong.
Teach me to be faithful.
Teach me what to do.
Teach me true love. Loving someone to just seeing her/him happy...

Sen sei, hope all your birthday wishes come true... Hope it will be soon...

No matter how hard it may be, i will hold on. With Christ...

Don't get disappointed when God doesn't give you what you want...
For He knows the best time for you to have it...
God has a reason for allowing things to happen...
We may never understand His wisdom...
But we simply have to trust His will...
We all face all challenges...
Beyond all the problems...
Cause we believe that the more pain we overcome...
The more stronger we become...
JUST HOLD ON!
AND BE STRONG!
GOD IS WITH US!

These are the words that appear in the video. And is really true we shouldn't get disappointed when God doesn't give us the things we have being asking for. Cause He knows the perfect timing, the perfect stituation, the perfect place, for you to have it.

Trials and errors we faces, there's a reason. As humans we may not be able to understand His reason cause of His wisdom where no man can achieve. When we faces all those, we suffer pain, sufferings, broken hearts, tears that broke off, lost and confuse. But can you say that, there's a problem that God hasn't let you overcome? Have He ever abandon you? He hurts more when He see us in pain and suffer. He hurts more when we defy His commands. He hurts more when we left Him aside. And true, pain we see our weakness, our helplessness cause we forgot to turn back, and see who is behind us. And yes, is the Lord. Or maybe even the one who is carrying us. Where He hugs us and protects from satan, sins. We have to know we have carried by His almightly hand. When we fall, we seek Him. And we stand up again, we become stronger. And next time, only a more tougher and difficult problem we may fall. But remember, TURN AROUND, SEEK HIM WHEN YOU FELT LOST AND CONFUSED. HE IS THE SOURCE OF STRENGTH, THE SOURCE OF JOY, THE SOURCE OF WISDOM AND THE SOURCE OF DIRECTION. LET HIM MOULD US, TO BECOME MORE LIKE JESUS. LET HIM MAKE US STRONG AND SHOW THAT HE ALWAYS BEING WITH US, THE REAL AND TRUE LIVING GOD!!!

From your Lost child...

Lord I know what i wanted isn't the time to have it, cause you know the best for me...

Let me seek you more and more each day. Until the day, you bring me back to you.

Sitting beside you, seeing you, experiencing you everyday...

Lord! I am really happy to have YOU!

=D =) =D =) =D =) =D =) =D =) =D =) =D =) =D =)

=D =) =D =) =D =) =D =) =D =) =D =) =D =) =D =)

after 3 days still in exile...
haha, heard that you were happy today...
haha, haha, haha...

you are happy... haha...

我怀念的

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白你已不想挽回什么

想问为什么我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛
我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺
谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔

我怀念的我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得
太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说

Mr emo. and sasuke part of me...
Okay Mr emo., you have being surfacing quite often har!
It time to go back, Cause God will be with me!
SEAL!

Hope this will last long... I want to be a better man...

What can i do???

If it take 3+1 years to move someone heart...
Let me take a lifetime to move yours...
If it take everything to exchange that chance...
Take everything except God...
If it take 1 millions stars to show my sincerity...
Let me do 2 millions stars...
I know my temper over powered me...
And i getting all the punishment for doing those...
If it takes 1 year to change away my char...
Can you wait for me???
I know i have fall short...
But this time, i will do it with Christ alone...
Not my own will but His...
If it take me to be on my knee to let you forgive me,
Can you forgive me???

Okay, sleepy day for me...
Forceful nature took place in my sleep again, i think cause i think before i sleep...
Can't get hold of myself in the morning...
Too sleepy...
And finally, during service everything is okay...
Was really touched by the song called 'Still'...
In time of trouble, God is always there...
We felt lost cause we never submit to him...
No problems in the world can be greater then God...
Only when you submit and trust, He will bring you through...

When the oceans rise, and thunder roar, i will soar with you above the storm...
Father you are the king, i will be STILL and KNOW you are God...

Today's Sermon~~~
Woot, it was jasper preaching again...
Haha, God really had used him...
Okay, the topic is ' RULES AREN'T MEANT TO BE BROKEN'
We were shown a video and the background music was IN CHRIST ALONE.
We saw how Jesus took our sins and died on the cross.
The scene was perfect combination with the lyric of in christ alone.

Some main points...

Lets talk about The story of an apple...
Once upon a time, there was an apple,
it was nice and flawless.
How every it sin and sin...
Everytime, it sin, flesh were cut off from itself...
After sining so much, the apple were left there to rot as there was no more skin to protect it from being oxidised...
Once day, a farmer went by...
He saw the apple and decided to take it's seed and grow into an apple tree...
He took care of it and water, fertilise everything.
And after a few months, the apple seed grew into an apple tree...
Once day, a ripen apple fell and the farmer decided to keep it and preserve it cause it was nice and flawless...
He took care of the apple, bring it to school, take care of it.
However, one day the apple was bored and it started sining...
And flesh was cut off from it again...
How, this time, the farmer decided to save the apple.
He place the apple in a backet of salt water, and into the fridge.

As you can tell, the apple is us and the farmer is God.
The salt water is brother and sister in christ.
The fridge is church.
We should always help one another, in Christ.

Rules are meant to protect us and not to control us.

Rules of holy living:
1. crucify your sins at cross.
2. be reborn, putting God in first place
3. put on love, for God and people
4. be united, as one church to do.

At the saddest moment pray, for God will bring it through with you...



God guide me and lead me until i see your face one day...
Heal the wounds of those who i hurted...
THANK YOU LORD FOR YOUR LOVE!!!

wHen you're on the phone with him/her with them at night and him/her hang up... but you missed him/her already when it was just 2 minutes ago...

yOu read his/her texts over and over again...

yOu walk slowly when you're with him/her...

yOu feel shy whenever you're with him/her...

wHen you think about him/her, your heart beats faster and faster...

yOu smile when you hear his/her voice...

wHen you looked at him/her, you can't see the other people around you... all you see is him/her...

yOu start listening to slow songs, while thinking of them...

hIm/her become All you think about...

yOu get high just from his/her scent...

yOu realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about him/her...

yOu would do anything for him/her...

wHen you are reading all these, there's one person on your mind the whole time...
AND YES! IT's HIM/HER!!!

The time without you, just cannot make it going.
Is so bored and meaningless.
From you i found life.
I like one day don't talk to you also cannot.
Arh, i missed you so much now...
RAH!!!
Changing is the only way to my mircale...

Special starz faster come out...

Exams over but not happy...

1. If you're too angry to think rationally, remove yourself from the situation.
2. Give yourself a few quiet minutes alone to cool down. Think of something relaxing.
3. When you feel your body relax, take a few deep breaths.
4. Return to the original situation and try a different approach.
5. If your new approach doesn't help you stay in control of your temper, repeat steps 1-4


1. Find something that relaxes you (music, skateboarding, drawing, etc.) and do it regularly.
2. If you've got a problem with someone, don't hold it inside, let him/her know about it.

http://teenadvice.about.com/cs/familyissues/ht/controltemperht.htm information got from...

TIME TO TRY REAL HARD!!! TEMPER RAMPAGE.... WHY I EMO, cause i had to loved her enough...

Can't study...
All because of my talkive mouth...
I wished i hadn't be so sensitive...
Think so much... (repeating history)

When you said, i dun give a damn what you thinking and what you say...
This is like 1000 needles pierce through that fleshy heart...
I know i really think too much and too sensitive...
I know because is exam, you don't want anything to distract from exam...

But when i wasn't right, i really wanted you to be there instead of saying don't bother me and leave me alone...
Tell me what to do...

God i fall again cause i am inconsiderate and impatient...

IF IT'S MEANT TO BE, IT WILL BE. IF NOT, THEN NOT. LET NATURE TAKE ITS COURSE.

Can you sms if i dun sms you?

All hope are on that bottle...
Only if that special starz is found, then i can continue...
All the best for the upcoming exam.
TXP down!
CHEM aNd PAM!!!

When loving someone become something you burden about...
What should you do?
What does it mean to love someone...
Loving someone is when you see that someone happy and that is your greatest joy.
Loving someone is when you are willing to do anything for that someone.
Loving someone is when you can understand what the person want and feel.
Loving someone is when you can give the happiness that someone wanted.
Loving someone doesn't means you have to have that someone.
Loving someone isn't becoming a burden.

Is the mouse happy?
Tell the cat if the cat is overdoing it and the mouse felt burden...
Best wishes from the cat...

Okay, i woke up very 'early' today.
Erm, i think about 11.23am ba.
Woke up, wanted to study but just couldn't.
Ended up wasting paper only.
Then went to slack and keep thinking i will do something after lunch ba.
Ended up, wasting the whole afternoon instead of studying.
And i woke up at 6.15pm.
A sleepy panda today =) =(
Will i be able to chiong study tonite >.
Jia you everyone in 1G02!!!

No matter is a "A" or a "F", God wouldn't mind. The most important is did you did your best.
JIA YOU!!! =D

"xiang ai bu ru xiang zi" from a tv drama...

The cat said no...
It's because since the first time i ever see you, i know i will 'chase' you forever...

Zhi be -> lost -> blur -> emo for attention...
The day started off right, but after lunch, everything screwed...
I really become a stalker today, say more hao ting is guardian angel.
I went to stalk at the library,
and moved to canteen 1,
then to bus stop hoping to wait for you there.
Decided to take a walk down to Mac and walk back school.
I don't know why i walk that slow.
Just couldn't move fast.
Very xin ku.
Thank you very much, i see improvement in the way you treat me le =) (for the old files too) THANK YOU THANK TOU =D


God wouldn't give a trial or obstacle that is so hard that you will not pass...

Nothing to do... Took a black marker and started drawing bamboo for my meal...
Woot, 10 hot chicken!!! FOR SUPPER...

Trust me, this thing can move... HAHA!!! Some structure in VIVO!!!

Today, the 1st top i take out is white captain's ball T-shirt.
But, don't know why, I got a feeling i should wear yellow.
So i went around finding my yellow shirt. None can be found.
Except the one that is close to yellow which is bleach.
I don't know why this happen, it's fated to be???

Talking help solve misunderstand for better understanding...

Okay, vivo is really big. 4th time being there still cannot familiar with that place.
If is easy, 2 times being there can figure out le.
Believe it or not, we saw jasper there. LOL...
Singapore so big also can see him there. LOL...
Okay, today we went to Vivo to celebrate the finishing of the DGA project...
Hui lin and my group went there to have feast... Long John Silver... (" treated" by tze xin and yi lin cause they late)
After the "treated" lunch, we went around vivo to play hide and seek...
Trust me, it's hard. Vivo is like a maze to me...
The shoppers there are the maze walls...
HAHA!!!
Erm, dinner in food republic... 1st time being there... LOL!!! (FR= food republic and foot reflexolgy)
5 dollar per bowl de curry chicken noodles.
Small, but filling... HAHA, not by the food... ( i also dun get what i mean here, so dun anyhow think... LOL)
Home sweet home =)
Long long time never gone home like this le.
Is like so hard to go home like this.
It just la, how far the distance is, i wish i could be there...
Time really didn't take it's duty there...
Haha, really hope more this type of chance will pass by... =)
Seeing you, talking to you, that the best moments i had...
Thank you =D

Thank you Lord for your protection for today's celebration!!!

Sorry that i bought everything.
Maybe cause 4 days never see you le.
I am going crazy le.
Wanted to go today, but i so lazy.
I thought i can just go there for just 1 hour just to see you.
But, i went to sleep.
Today i don't know what i am doing.
I just doing stuff for the sack of doing stuff.
I really want to see you.
I really want to do something that could touch you heart.
I really want to be that man that will only bring happiness and not sadness.
I really want to be that someone.
Maybe cause i too xin ji.
Too xin ji then i stressed you up.
Is like so against what i wanted you to feel.
I wanted you to feel happy, smile like no one's business.
Don't ask me to leave you alone, cause i also will feel very xin ku...
I'm letting go, cause i bought you too much misery.
If what is meant to be, it will meant to be...

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here
but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

paying all the price for it...
sarcifise for it...
do everything for it...

Really thank you for qian ju wo...
You can don't bother about me de...
But really thank you!!! =D

That why i will give in everytime...
No matter is whose fault...
Because there was a feeling...

Something isn't right.
I know something isn't right.
Seeing you like that really made me worry.
Is it me who bought all those misery and burden?
I hope you will allow me to be there to lend you my listening ear.
Let me listen out what you want to say.
Let me be there for you.
Really wanted to help you so badly.
Really sorry for landing you up with those stuffs.
I know you don't want me to feel sorry, that why you said don't need to feel sorry for.
But... Hai... =X
All the best for your exams =)

Didn't study at all... Sleep, tv, slack...
SO regretted...
Wanted to go to school today...
Hai...

Are you okay?
Don't like that la!!!
Cheer up la...

Why? The question that is keep appearing in my mind now.
I don't know what to do.
Help don't feel right, don't help also don't feel right.
Asking me to leave you alone is impossible.
Maybe only prayer will help ba.
Tell me, what is right?!?
What is that something?
Things started to become worst or become better?
My stupid hand phone is driving me crazy.
Tell me so that i can feel peace...
Someone despo for answers...

Tonight's dinner...
Don't kill me please... But we paid to eat you -.-''

Today saw a chio bu. Really chio.
Don't know why i find it more and more beautiful as days passed.
This isn't sweet talk or something like that.
It really very beautiful.
God's creation!

I don't know this is qiao or what. Today in the bus, i saw someone wearing white. Then i thought of the person wearing white is my angel. Is just so random. Guess what, when i reach school, i really saw someone wearing white. Can't be ba. Shocked!!!

Is really true that only when you believe, then there will be miracle.

Wah! TXP insane!!!
100 plants and need to remember their characteristies and there is like so many of them...
I really pei fu those who can get high marks for their TXP...
Maybe their brains are made of sponge lor... (sponge bob)

Everytime i felt that the wrong way, i always tell myself, cause you just were joking.
Work hard for the future and changing for the better...

Okay B.goh here your 10 weird things:
1. My first choice was Horticulture and Landscape Management in Ngee Ann
2. I like to sit on the floor even there is a comfortable chair for me.
3. I like to wear all black.
4. I like to be 'emo'.
5. I on the fan until very fast but i wrapped myself with the blanket.
6. I rather walk then take transport.
7. I like sasuke.
8. I don't know.
9. I don't know.
10. I don't know.

Starz bottled up:
It's the favourite colour that you liked... (more coming up soon...)

Being a lazy panda today.
Today there was total of 4 soundmen doing sound!
And all of us is wearing white! WAH!

Take care orh! If i very noisy just tell me =X

I went home after debrief and slept the whole afternoon.
Really tired even though i have being sleeping alot.
During the time coming home on the MRT, i was thinking over stuffs.
I found out that, i should shut up when i lost my temper.
Cause the words i said during anger is the most hurting and i will regret over the stuff i said.
It really time to change to provide my sincerity.
Gifts and words aren't just not going to make it.
The best i can do is change and become a better person to show sincerity.

Naming out my shortcomings:
1. Bad tempered
2. No self control ( like spamming my emotional to people who have being good to me)
3. Never thought of others before doing and saying stuffs.
4. Great disappointment
5. Rushing over things
6. Struggling over handing over the throne
7. Stuggling over some sins.

People, pray for my father. I think he had some back problem.
Pray that he will be fine.
YA! thanks.

Lord, this last lap is gonna be YOU and me... Not on my own but With YOU! Hold me close!!!

Vivo City!!! 2nd time being there, even thought the 1st time being without knowing...

After 17 weeks of hard work, we decided to feast.
Actually is cause got one time we already planned to do project work but i didn't turn out until very late cause of the big hooha.
So i owe them one.
We had Pizza Hut for lunch.
We had the group set which really is just nice for 3 of us even though it was for 4.
We took a long time ordering cause we thought we only can get those crisy and thin skinned pizza.
Lucky we were able to order those normal and thick skinned pizza.
We ordered BBQ chicken and Hawaiin pizza.
Wa, the best i think was the soup.
The chicken soup is the best lor. Is like the best chicken soup i ever drink after drinking so many of them.
THE CHICKEN SOUP rocks.
Haha, we waited for the pizza with our very hungry stomach.
I didn't had breakfast and it took me so long for lunch.
WAH!!! finally the pizza arrived.
We chiong for the hawaiin one first as it was a must for every visit to pizza hut, i think for me only.
HA! btw, we told picture while eating...
Erm, cause my bluetooth is down and i lazy to take the wire, i will get the photos up asap.
But you people can see some preview in sofia's blog as she take more then me.
The lunch was a lobster and quite funny.
Sofia thought "zhao cha" is find tea.
Then Siang Hoon laughed non stop.
Haha!!! We had great times together even though i had caused lots of the bad times =X.
After lunch, i went to walk with Jabez.
He came all the way down to lend us the ez link card and cause there's no one in school.
Ha, we regretted leaving.
I thought he don't want to join them and we decided to go home.
When we reach causeway point we really had nothing to do.
We like complaining non stop that we are sianz and we should have stay back to chat with Sofia and Siang Hoon. (i did most of the complaining).
I really felt very empty and sianz.
Not knowing what to do next.
Maybe because i made someone angry and i really wanted to talk to that person.
But today i found the answer in the song "imagine me without you".
Ya, i went to Vivo today with Jabez cause we just had nothing to do.
In the end, go Vivo only anyhow walk and i think walk for an hour or two only.
I think most of the time spent on traveling on the bus.
2 hour plus back and for.
Chiong home for sleep... ZZZZZZZ....

Chance is not for us to wait for, but to fight for it until the very last of breath.

The last thing i gotta do you losing a friend like you. Don't know what to do. Feeling so empty. Project over. So empty. Things are over, let nature take it's course. There no more. Hope we still can be friend. Maybe good friend. I think that the best result i can be. Only through that, i wouldn't hurt you. All the best in your life... Sorry for everything. From the 1st thing i done till the last thing it ends... I hope to have a good friend like you...

Erm, i know i couldn't do much.
But one thing i can do, keep quiet and mo mo de shuo hu ze ni.
If you need a shoulder, a listening ear, mood stirer, i will be there.
Just give me a miss call.
I shouldn't have tired you out.
I should have stay awake and do together. (project)
So you will not be so tired.
I should keep quiet then talk so much.
Even you may say it isn't irritating or annoying, even myself cannot ta han myself.
Hope God will bring your mood back fast.

This time, i know you carried me behide You =). You loved me, i know You will never leave me =) THANK YOU!!! Let me run after You, surrender everything, submit to You everything. Guide me, lead me, until i see Your face =)!!!

=)

Suddenly no mood to post.
Nvm, just a summary.
Went to Jabez house to sing like a idiot, and anyhow strum guitar.
Until 5.45pm, we jog to my school.
CHRIST CHURCH NOT NGEE ANN... LOL... xD
Reach there about 6.10pm.
We ran up the Teletubbie Hill.
It was the same...
I saw B.goh up the hill.
I and Jabez saw choon hong and we all decided to chiong up the hill.
The wind was fabulous.
God's wonderful creation.
We ran around the tarred ground 5 times.
WOH! 4KM sia.
No mood liao..

Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
Today's semon:
Colossians 3:1-2
Since, then, you have been raised with Christ, set your hearts on things above, where Christ is seated at the right hand of God. Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things.

Colossians 3: 5-10
Put to death, therefore, whatever belongs to your earthly nature, sexual immorality, impurity, evil desires and greed, which is idolatry. Because of these, the wrath of God is coming. You used to walk in these ways, in the life you once lived. But now you must rid yourselves of all such things as these: anger, rage, malice, slander, and filthy language from our lips. Do not lie to each other, since you have taken off your old self with its practices and have put on the new self, which is being renewed in knowledge in the image of its Creator.

With God as my guidance and the light of my path...
Seeking His kingdom before everything...
The harder it will be, the more you will treasure it...
All i can do now is stayby for any chances to come on the way...
Stay strong and pick up the courage...
Doing things that i never have ever imagine..
Work hard for something that is worth working hard for...
Let nature take it's course...
Be patient and less sensitive...
Will i be given a chance to be there???
Or is it already a absolute 'No'... i'm sorry =(

O.O O.O
SUBMIT!
SURRENDER!

Chance are small, with a little hope and all is on miracle...

ITA project submit liao, heck care okay anot...
DGA and PAM project left...
Haha, today went to clementi woods park to do project stuff...
HAHA... SO funny.. is fun la...
Even though got mosquito and mud... LOL!!!

Okay, maybe you will see a living dead walking around.
Gr... Don't feel like doing ITA project 2. Is like so ma fan.
Don't know how to do headache.
Know how to do, do until headache.
Sianz diao lor, know or don't know also headache.
YESH!!! my laptop is finally back...
Even though the wireless, volume control can't work and alot more.
I heard from my father 3 of the hardware is burnt.
One of them is my ram. LOL!!!
I want to thank God that all my softwares and documents are in place.
AND I AM READY TO CHIONG ONCE AGAIN FOR MY PROJECT.
My morale is so low when my laptop is down lor...
Tml going to do alot for ITA and DGA. ALL MR PHANG stuff...
HEADACHE STILL OWING...
DREAMWEAVER IS INSANE!!!
PPT and dreamweaver half done x.x
Time to sleep!!! IT's like 3.45am in the morning and i still doing my work.1st time sia...
ZZZZzzzzzz.......

I come across this phrase,
"God choose what we go through;
we choose how we go through it."

Step One: Think straight about trouble. It's not only inevitable, it's indiscriminate. Trouble comes in all shapes and sizes. "Various trials" affect our health, our careers, our relationships. Once we understand the facts, we can begin appreciating their significant value in our lives.

Step Two: Trade resistance and resentment for receptivity and rejoicing. "Count it all joy". The joy is not in the presence of pain but in the knowledge that God is using our pain to refine us and make us better, not bitter.

Trouble now is I made someone angry.
The fact is I am unreasonable and failure.

Knowing God is moulding me to become a better human.

Miss call...

I will be there for you...