Life with a PURPOSE

Woho, this week gotta be a tough one. Got english prelim oral on thursday. Friday got physics mock test and saturday got chemistry mock test. And i just passed my a maths test which i have given up hope. Saturday and Sunday is like the only 2 days I can find joy. Captain ball, and worshipping. SLACKING HAVE BEEN KILLING ME, CAN'T TAKE IT. Slack here slacke there, if i really didn't go polytechnic, i think i deserve the punishment.

Pray hard, pray hard! Nothing can be greater then God's love.

Today, o level listening for Chinese. Normally i don't even feel stress for listening but today adnormally, i felt stressed while doing the paper. Worst of all, my position in the class room is like the last row from the radio. Lucky the radio is loud enough. Best of all, today actually have a maths test which is my greatest fear. When my friend told me is cancel, i was so happy. Sudden relief, cause i didn't study! I think God is giving me one more chance. The test have been like posponed for like 3 weeks. So i must cherish this last chance and work hard. Hai, these few days cannot sleep well and i have been pushing my bed off my bed. Hai, what can be done as a refresher for life?

Have i forgot you? Have i hurt you? Have i disappointed you when i disappointed both of you? I thought being hurt isn't much problem. But after the pain, i regretted for what i have done. Hai, a break will be nice...

Woo, today we did biology practical on yeast. Toot, we enter the biology lab and smell the "nice" smell of yeast. Very "nice" indeed, almost didn't want to do. Then teacher said, we might have this kind of practical exam for o level. That means we are paying money to torture one self. Haha, now i cannot online at afternoon. Cause my maths teacher have ask us to stay back after school until 5pm then can go home. Wah, then mean i will not be able to use com. Cool, can control time on computer. By the way, is there captain ball this saturday???

Italy won. Pently shoot out perfect 5. Haiz, why France lost? Is it because Zianne get sent out??? Finally over and there comes my o level oral. Gr...

When will I learn my lesson. My results shows that i have been slacking around so much and now i still slacking. If this goes on, I sure cannot make it to Poly. If i trying to convince myself that i will study, but always ended up slacking. I really need strength to break this lock of laziness and need wisdom from God. And some big things cork up and this week i have a wave like emotion. My emotional self is appearing again, i breakdown when i relized how i have disappointed my parents, especially my mother. How can i prove to her that i can make it through. I can't even wake up from my laziness. Can someone just tell me how to break off laziness. By the way, o lvl chinese oral on 11th july. i still don't know whether i can make it. But something happy to tell, Monday school starts late. Cause of World Cup and school starting at 9.30am. And i am staying over at my friend house to watch soccer. Haha, by sadness still over take my joy. Gr...

Bad day sounded nice. Don't know where can find background music for blog, iwebtunes cannot load sia. Hope everything will turn out fine.

I will like to thank you ken ken mei and melina for the thingy. I will know what to do when it comes to both of your turn. But can tell me what would you like first so that i can save money and prepare.

THANK YOU =P!!!