Life with a PURPOSE

I know i'm a bad example... But seriously... Everytime i lost control... I forget about how will she feel... I total throw the blame to others and didn't seriously think that is actually me who had cause the mistake...

She's trying her best to study hard and finish her work... but instead of giving her peace and quiet... I disturbed her, irritated her... How am i worth to be her big brother, when i'm just so childish and immature...

I saw it... i know wat you mean when i shoot what i felt like saying...

Forgive my ignorant... Forgive me...

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I've done stupid things again... So stupid that it repeat over and over again... Why i only regard after it...? why should i have done it at the 1st place...?

Feeling like destroying myself... hurting ppl... beyond cure... this feeling really sux... and i seems like not learn from mistake... i'm just like a idiot who act depressed to let ppl notice me... sien... really bad... never learn from mistake... **** MYSELF... can you feel the hatard? I'm a avenger...

Your Travel Personality Is: Easygoing

When you travel, you're looking for a lot of downtime. Vacations are your chance to recoup. All you need is a scenic spot and plenty of time on your hands. You'll figure out the rest. You're not one to make lots of plans when you travel. You just follow whatever path seems right.

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need to go school early... cause got SI SW (sport and wellness)... haha, actually wanted to join badminton... but the seats are like so far and i jammed up on the way there... then see got space in soccer then sit down... lucky... phew... I joined the adventure seeker as my CCA... Actaully i dunno wat's going to happen, but i just join... Hai...

sianz, i think to much again... focus....

Sweet words are easy to say,
Sweet things are easy 2 buy,
But sweet people are difficult to find.

Life ends when U stop dreaming,
Hope ends when U stop believing,
Love ends when U stop caring,
Friendship ends when U stop sharing.


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If you're mad with someone , and nobody's there to fix the situation... You fix it . Maybe today, that person still wants to be your friend . And if u don't, tomorrow can be too late.

If you still love a person that you think has forgotten you... tell her/him. Maybe that person has always loved you. And if you don't tell her/him today , tomorrow can be too late.

If you need a hug of a friend... ask her/him for it. Maybe they need it more than you do. And if you don't ask for it today, tomorrow can be too late.

If you really have friends who you appreciate... tell them. Maybe they appreciate you as well. That if you don't and they leave or go far away today , tomorrow can be too late.

If you love your parents, and never had the chance to show them... do it . Maybe you have them there to show them how you feel. That if you don't and they leave today, and then tomorrow can be too late.

Half way through lecture, i suddenly start to think why would you don't like me le... Then i started to worried that one day you will just leave and i will be alone... Hai... Brain so stupid, like that also can happen... Then wasted few minutes then started recalling all have been said and those answers from all my questions... Then i ask why am i still asking for, i'm already in no position to request for anything le... You got your own life, i shouldn't be the obstacle in your track... ... haha, but don't leave me><... Cause "big" brother need you... =) and that bright shinny smile... And of cause i need God more!!!

My class is high... haha... another ming hui found... lol...

Labels: tired... more tired... very tired... dying tired...

out of no where, i started to feel tensed... i started to feel lost... i started to feel difficulties in my heart... why can't i be just like others being excited about tml... anyway, my school starts tml... if david didn't mention, i didn't even aware i'm feeling this... tml will be such a big day...

Lord grant me strength to have faith in You for watever i do Lord...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYtP76YRvCY

from the chinese drama " ji xiang ru yi"
it says...
human happiness...
mustn't be oneself being happy...
seeing people around and even loved one happy...
that is already happiness...

maybe not directly the same...

That was a big release... Woot... Thought it will be bad, but i think that it's better... Now is getting better... Hmmm, the pain brought on cause i always tried to avoid... Facing isn't really that bad sometime... Really want to thank God and her... They teach me something more...

You need to lose something before you gain something... is it true... think for yourself... wahahaha... learning is great... Maybe i also should face my upcoming poly life... May be tough... But i know God will fought it through with me... All the way...

Praise the Lord for His faithfulness, mercy, grace, love... really you can sing of His love FOREVER...

since i can't help... i shouldn't become a burden... tell me... what should i do? i can't one day dun tok to you... cause there's no one for me to tok to... you are like the only that when i say something, something will come back... i don't know what to do... it like walking on a ice edge... just one wrong step the ice will crack... and i will fall and cause something bad to happen...

i can't do it without you earthly...

Forget about the better man thingy... I think that will take years before it really happens... I'm so ****** talkive and such a poor listener... Just so tired of myself... I just wonder why am I so annoying, inconsiderate, so inresponsible...

Hai school starting soon... Life sure going to get busier and more stress will start to build up... Maybe when i get busier, i will not irritate you... Sad to say that, my course got a subject called chemistry... Is like a subject i never pass from secondary 3 to 4 and only passed during o level... So how am i going to make it in poly which will be harder...

I'm beyond cure... Hai, cause I'm blinded by earthly things... Lord open my eyes...