Life with a PURPOSE

OKEY! firstly, i want to say sorry to me DGA group for being 4 hours late for meeting. And i left the project work for them to do and i had fun at SENTOSA =X. Ya, today i went for THE BIG HOOHA! Is a CAC methodist event. I'm in the yellow team called the YANGTON. Is not bad la, but when i screwed my planning, i felt bad la. Then that siang hoon go joke when me then i emo lehz. LOL, no la. I was so blessed to have such understanding teammates even sometimes can be quite punk. BUT ya, they ROCKZ =) Haha, hope can be in the same team for through out the 3 years in poly =) HOPE!

Haha, today should be fitness challenage. In the end we played CAPTAIN BALL in the RAIN. ZAI!!! I really want to THANK YOU LORD for the grade HE given me for DGA and ITA. And of cause, my leg was aching badly today and today is fitness challenage. I think i cannot run le. BUT, God let me overcome my aching and i ran around the stadium for 2 rounds. Woot, God is good all the time. And all the time, God is good!!!
AMEN!!!

one fragrans piano williness...
maybe it will be a long wait...

Try to smile when i see you... =)
Try to remember those happy moments when i am 'EMOING'... X)
Try to understand you more... ^^!
Try to stay firm on when i tried to give up... -o^
Cause, cause, i dunnoe =X

Thank You, for giving me a chance to live on this earth...
Thank You, for giving me the chance to feel your blessingS on this earth...
Thank You, for all the brothers, sisters, friends, family that you provided for me to let me talk to when i just couldn't make it anymore...
Thank You, for showing the way when it seems like there's no way...
Thank You, for bring me through my emo days and bring the hope of light once again...
Thank You, for not giving me up on me, when i given up...
Thank You, for those marks that you given me when i know i don't deserve it...
Thank You, for those times that you blessed and also those time that i faced problems and troubles...
Cause through those, i saw your faithfulness, grace and mercy... You mould me, you guide me you LOVED me =)...
I am who I am, because you Loved me...

Like the sun that rises everyday,
You are so faithful. Lord, You are faithful.
Like the rain that You send,
And every breath that I breathe,
You are so faithful, Lord

Like the rose that comes alive every spring,
You are so faithful. Lord, You are faithful.
Like the life that You give,
to every beat of my heart,
You are so faithful, Lord.

PreChorus:
I see the cross and the price You had to pay,
I see the blood that washed my sins away.


Chorus:
In the midst of the storm
through the wind and the waves,
You'll still be faithful, You'll still be faithful,
When the stars refuse to shine and time is no more,
You'll still be faithful,
You'll still be faithful, Lord.

I done poorly for my chemistry magic show. Really bad! My english C lor!

Hai, why do i always look at the sad and lonely moments and forgot those happy and joyful moments i had.
Why do i always feel like giving up when there's a small obstacle?
Have i really given up even after i have given up when i am low?
WEAK KA!!!

Romans 5:1-5
Peace and Joy

1Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we[a]have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, 2through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we[b] rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. 3Not only so, but we[c] also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; 4perseverance, character; and character, hope. 5And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.

Today very zai. Jabez and I went jogging from my house to RP to Almirtary MRT to CHRIST CHURCH SEC SCH then back to where we starting from. The process is tiring. BUT! BUT! when we stopped, Woot! It feels like we are floating. Very shiok! Haha, long time didn't run, felt so lao le. Time to work hard for fit body!!! It took us 1 hr plus. Long sia. Times flies with every step we ran...

NUDGYING ER REN ZU!!!

Running for the goals of my life...

Sometimes, somethings just might not be to be talked about.
As long the heart understands and feels it can le.
Sometimes when you felt like falling and there's no one else there.
Remember, God, the greatest and most lovely Father will be there to calm the storm in you.

Our loving God is always near,
Forever by our side;
He'll bring us comfort in our fear
And peace that will abide.

When we trust the power of God,
His peace keeps us from panic.

Lol, thought today's telematch will be a waste of time. In the end, it was zai! Really get to bond with the class. The girlS are so HIGH!!! Haha, and surprisely we got 1st. And i think the girlS really make it right. Haha, 1G02 rocks...

if one day u feel like crying.... call me.
I dont promise that i will make u laugh,but i can cry with u.
If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me.
I dont promise to ask u to stop......but i can run with u.
If one day u dont want to listen to anyone..... call me.
I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet.
But one day if u call......and there is no anwser.....come fast to see me.
Perhaps i need you.

Haha, when i have happy time chatting with you. I felt that maybe that already enough. Maybe...
Thank you LORD!!!

Today, early 3 am. I went for bed and slept. Out of a sudden, my hands starts to feel numb. Numb until cannot move so i thought it was a dream. Then i forced my eyes open. I thought i woke up from my dream, but i saw something on top of me. A bunch of hair and 2 hands. I was being choke and hold firmly at the hands of that thing. After a long struggle, i suddenly woke up again and my hands are on the bed rather then in the air.

I was too tired and went back to sleep after that.
Even i may be scary, but God saved me.
He prevented me from see that thing face.

You was extra pretty today =)

School's start tml. Having mixed feeling, feeling happy and i duno know. But i really want to thank God for blessing me a wonderful break. 2 weeks more then enough, cause it's blessed. He blessed me with 2 BEST TEAMMATES which brighten my break days. Maybe, the upcoming will be tough but i know He will bring me through like how He bring me through these 16 years.

Today is thanks giving week.
Even though i didn't gather enough courage to stand on the stage to share His blessing in 2007.
But i really really want to thank Him for what He have done.
Through my working days,
School days,
Lonely days,
Everyday. He still so faithful...

I don't know what to do, i don't know.
I don't know how should i continue.
I don't know whether there will be a happy ending.
I don't know what to do...=(

The poor papa fighting fish in order to take up it's responsiblity, it move up and down in order to keep the baby fighting fish in the nest. Only one day, the babies fighting fish already starts to float around. I don't think all of them will survior. Poor ke lian...

Wakakakaka, can't stop thinking prawn.
Heavy heavy.
How to let the brain stop thinking for a moment arh???
Sleep!?! LOL!!

Woot, woke up this morning.
Went to see my fighting fish mating project.
Woot, guess what i saw.
THEY ARE MATING!!!...
i witnessed how they mating...
So interesting...
The male will coil around the female one then squeeze out the eggs...
To bad, little eggs onli.
Cause i think the female not old enough.
Haha, SO COOL...
ANOTHER WONDERFUL CREATION FROM GOD!!!

I'm a dustbin...
i talk lots of rubbishs x.x...
Always talk until out of point x.x...
Wahaha, just hope any of them can bring smile and laughter =) WOOT!!!

TODAY, GHOST WHISPERER IS BACK!!!
WAKAWAKA!!!

Big bubble nests...
But still no eggs =(...

When you want to keep something,you scare of losing it...
When you get back something that was once lost, you treasure it...

WOoo... Today's meeting with Mr Pang... I finally really understand what i am doing for this project. FINALLY AFTER 10 weeks. Wooot, quite laggy hor. HAHA, i want upgrade!!!

Many things are needed to be decided on. Decide to go where to eat. Decide to take what bus. Decide to do what for project... Haha, my teammates just brighten up my day. Hope can finish the project nicely... Haha, can find joy when with them...

Maybe i should be more sasifying... Don't ask for too much... Or else, one day, i will have none... which will be worst...

Fighting fish breeding project... screw abit... but red male one is making bubble nest...=) but there are 5 female...=( dunnoe which one is it x.x...

God will make a way when there seems to be no way...

woot, finale of the 10pm show at channel u...
It mention...
Liking someone,
Isn't a must to see her/him everyday...
Isn't a must to be with her/him everyday...
But as long you have her/him in your heart, that's it... =)

Lol...
Finding tv programmes are more and more interesting...
Lol...

Haha, nth much today... Went to Jack's place to eat... Woot, whole family...=) Haha, Jack's place food don't suit me... Too high class... Next, sister went home, mother went back to work... Suprisingly, my father long bang me to find female fighting fish around woodlands...

Firstly, went to wet market... no luck =( went to woodlands polyclinic there, got 2 fish shop... 1st attempt no luck... 2nd attempt saw beams of hope... saw a pool of black water, thought it might be but in the end thought is sotong ink... lol... haha, asked the shop owner, it's female fighting fish!!! woot, bought 6 of them, so greedy... Haha, hope my breeding attempt will suceed and don't need to find again... Going to start my breeding of betta(fighting fish) project soon!!!

Is that you under that 3? o.o??

;X once again when you get to know the truth,
i will feeling that stupid feeling again.
i dunnoe what to do.
i dun want history to repeat again.
i want to make a different, i dun want the same ending...
but i dunnoe what to do...
will i make it through?
or i am just done for good once again?

T.T
TELL ME WHAT TO DO??? TELL ME!!!

You will receive an extravagant gift today, although it won't be something material.

haha, quite true =)

Haha, this is a late post for 17th Jun 2007...
Mother's birthday, father's day...
Woot, 2 occasions...
But i felt so unfilial...
Felt so retarted today...
Learn things very slow...
Not talented in learning...

Beautiful Saviour nice!!!

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I can't feel anything, can someone tell me what should i do?

primary school life passed,
secondary school life passed,
and now is poly life...

a total of 16 years have passed...
are you growing or just stand where you are?
are you putting effort in everything you do?
are you a better person after 16 years?

16 years make it harder, harder...
16 years a person can meet so many people that impact his or her life...
16 years a person sure have that someone he or she going to work hard for...

It must be really really special, really special to be that one...
Chao yi are you willing to work for it?
or just find excuses and hum...
2 years, i hope i can make it... (mininum)
this time slow and steady...
As long i tried my best, there's no regrets...

Maybe i can't do well in any love relationship.
Maybe that's me.
Maybe is because I neglected God in any love relationship.
When i want to put effort, i just find excuses.
Maybe it's time to change for the better tomorrow.
Maybe it's time to get rid of my old self.
Maybe it's time to burn very hard for GOD.
Maybe it's time to learn from mistake and not to make it again.
Maybe it's time not to be self centered, selfish, no self control and alot alot more.

A time for everthing
2 a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
3 a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down a time to build,
4 a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
5 a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
6 a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
7 a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
8 a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.
From Ecclesiastes 3:2-8

Hmmm, i will try to post a post everyday. Please support me... haha... lol...

ta xin huan ta. dan shi ta bu xin huan ta. ke shi you ke nan, na ge ta hui xin huan ta ma? Hai shi ta bu xin huan ta, gu mei you ke nan he ta zhai yi qi, ye wu fa ying de ta de xin???

Maybe things weren't that complicated.
Maybe it's just as simple as ABC.
Maybe is I think too much.
Maybe all is just what i have thought only.
Maybe there already that someone.
Maybe it just could be it.
Maybe maybe maybe.
So many maybe.
Maybe we just have to wait for the maybe to be IS OR ISN'T.
Maybe waiting will do the job.
But all i know, surrendering it to GOD and put your faith in it, is all it takes:)
But maybe it's easier to say than really doing it.

But, learn from mistake. Improve and do a better one next time. :)

HOW ROMANTIC R U? GET
A PIECE
OF PAPER
AND NUMBER IT 1-11 (NO CHEATING)

SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE
TEST.

WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN
THE SUBJECT BAR.

1. WHAT SHADE OF HAIR DO YOU HAVE?
a) Dark.
b) Light

2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO:
a) Go to a party?.
b) Go out to eat?

3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF:
a) Baby-Pink
b) Yellow
c) black
d) Turquoise

4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUT OF:
a) Surfing
b) Skate-Boarding.
c) Skiing

5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OF THE
FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE?
a) Louis Vuitton
b) coach.
c) against all odds

6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE OUT OF
THE FOLLOWING?
a) Hawaii.
b) London
c) FLorida

7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO
TO:
a) The Beach?.
b) Somewhere Cooler?

8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?
a) January
b) February
c) March.
d) April
e) May
f) June
g) July
h) August
i) September
j) October
k) November
l) December

9. WOULD YOU RATHER:
a) Chill at home
b) Go out with friends.

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE INSTRUMENT
OUT OF:
a) Guitar.
b) Bass guitar
c) Drums
d) The Triangle

11) NAME A PERSON OF THE
OPPOSITE SEX


==== NOW MAKE A WISH! ====





**ANSWERS**
1. a. dark= sexy [5points] /
b. light = sweet [2 points]

2. a. go to a party = playful [2
points] /
b. go out to eat = romantic [5 points]

3. a. baby-pink = cute [2] /
b. yellow = loud [3]
c. black = emo [5]
d. turquoise = sexy [5]

4. a. surfing = active [2] /
b. skateboarding = determined [2]
c. skiing = daring [5]

5. a. Louis Vuitton = tasteful [7]
b. coach = laid back [2] /
c. againt all odds = stylish [5]

6. a. hawaii = you like being around
people [2]
b. L.. = You are quiet, and like the
cold [2]
c. florida = You like to party! [5] /

7. a. beach = tan, likes the sun [5] /
b. somewhere cooler = pale and
original [2]

8. a. January = popular [5]
b. February = lovely [2]
c. March = loud [2]
d. April = playful [5]
e. May = happy [5]
f. june = chills a lot [5]
g. July = smooth [2]
h. August = fun [5]
i. September = quiet [2]
j. October = out-going [2]
k. November = pimpin' it [5]
l. December = warm [2] /

9. a. home = quiet, romantic [5]
b. go out with friends =crazy [5] /

10. a. guitar = eye-catching [5]
b. bass-guitar = mellow [2]
c. Drums = loud [2] /
d. Triangle = crazy [5]

11. This person will fall in love with
you!



SCORES!!!!
UP TO 17= LOUSY GET A LIFE MAN

18-20=OKEY

21-35 = Rather ROMANTIC

36+ = SUPER ROMANTIC... U ROCK !

NOW REPOST THIS IN THE NEXT 2 MINUTES
AND YOU WILL HVE GOOD LUCK WITH YR
ANSWER FOR NUMBER 11

Now, i can understand how you felt when you want to keep a friend so badly but you just scare you will lose him/her. It just hope that nothing will happen, that make you lose that friend. Sorry for the things i done...

In the end, it's still over. Maybe i never will be 'ke yi'. Maybe i will just solo with God ba... Haha... All the best for you...